freezing

okay is effin cold right now, no I'm not in an airconditioned room, there's only a fan in my room. I guess is the rain that cause the cozy weather, best time to sleep XD

so what's up people, I'M FINALLY ON HOLIDAY~!!!! *jumps*
so the upcoming event shall be camp, might be my last camp with them bohoo
so what's for hols besides camp?
i guess another plan was to have a great spa with my babe jiaern! yes our 1st time going for a spa, pampering ourselves after the whole year of not doing anything to ourselves.
so what's for christmas?? i seriously have no idea. perhaps i have a girly session with the babes.
You must be wondering why am I never ever bored of girls huh? working with girls, being in the same class with girls, now i'm still having out with girls???!! wth?!!
oh wells i guess i'm just used to it. FYI i'm no lesbo okay!

but of course holidays won't be sooooooooooo perfect, there's definitely a spoiler. ASSIGNMENTS!!! BOOOO YOU!! a big spoiler to my holiday, i don't even understand a bloody single thing from there, oh wells blame myself for not being able to concentrate in class at all.

sigh i have to say that I MISS MY NIGHT LIFE !!!! i need some alchohol~!!!!!
truly need alchohol!!! missing all the shaking the dancing and the "flirting" meh not really, is too dark inside.
well it shows that is coming to the end of 2011
if u ask me where to countdown just so you know ever since the day i was born i'll never go somewhere crowded to countdown. is just toooo pack! but i'm sure is fun, oh wells i can still see fireworks from my house, so who cares...

so what's for 2011?? i guess i'll just be busy with work and studies, gotta really know how to manage my time. If i'm lucky enough to be able to quit my studies then i should be alright! hahahahha xp please people i need you to motivate me and convince me to continue studying. I can seriously give up anytime. and what else will I be doing? crying the entire year, LOL

"gosh this girl is sooo WEIRD" i know that's what you're thinking right now, how can i be LOL-ing when i'm gonna cry the entire 2011?
well people that are closer to me are leaving. and I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL!!!
but they're all leaving for good, i cannot be stopping them right? wells I truly wish them all the luck and the best in everything. Make sure that they do mail me a boyf for my 21st birthday.
OH YA!! I'M TURNING 21 NEXT YEAR!!

i guess i'll busying attending those birthday parties of my other friends too? but if you ask me how would I wanna celebrate. first and foremost, i will never want to invite every1 to my house and set a tent and look for caterer and whatever, no! not even for my bachelorette party.
well is just my point of opinion not offending any1 there, i just don't like it. I don't want to be sooo busy entertaining every1, and leaving out some ppl. is pretty unfair eh. and i guess i don't have that much friends to be invited. Yes I'm not a very socialize person, I don't have much friends.
2ndly, I couldn't afford to open a party also lah, budget wei~~~ is my birthday i'm suppose to receive money~!! HAHAHAHAHAH xp
well If you can't think of what to buy for me, don't need to crack up your head, just give me ang pao with cash inside! i'll be sooo happy~! XP
so i guess my choice is, not even bothering to celebrate at all. I don't like celebrating my birthday anyways. Call me superstitious or whatever but I'm still gonna tell you that, every time after I celebrate my birthday, there's definitely something bad happen. So yea, forget about celebrating my birthday, especially 21~! well is just turning a year older and officially being an adult?? well i'm still a child mentally.

okay what else to update? hmmmm
OH YA! my convocation will be next year!!! JANUARY 16TH, please don't even bother about it, is just a diploma, nth big. but the great thing is, i get to meet back all my classmates! yesh i dooo miss all of them! is sad that we might not be seeing each other so often anymore =( but i'm sure we will try to keep in touch with each other =)

so i guess that's about it, oh yes, just so you wonder, i'm still going to work in the same place next year and same class. Hoping for everything to goes well *crossing fingers*
aite take care people


with much loves
*toodles*