i guess am still not strong at all, i can sound real useless at times, i know there're lots of people that can be worse than me, their life can be real bad and worse than mine for 10 times, but I felt like giving up at times too.

see i told'ya i'll be making more complains than usual. I felt real lifeless.
I guess i'm just too money minded. If i'm putting on all the hard work and i get paid, i don't mind. But having me paying sooooooooooooo much and making me do sooooooooooooo much work that can cause me to mental breakdown anytime, is just not worth it! =(

i'll be fine real soon