is 1am now, i'm suppose to be lying on my bed together with my blankie , booster and pillows but i jus can't close my eye when i was lying down, so instead i shall jus post smth here
i was soo nervous abt the presentation
during practice i tend to make lots of mistake
and ppl were wondering why am i soo nervous
and they kept telling me
"just do like how u did normally during presentation"
but this time is different
i'm representing the group to do the presentation
i was so afraid that i got affected with my own personal issue
and i was trying my best to do whatever ppl want
and i even got nervous breakdown during practicing
my group members were soo woried that i couldn't make it
and wanted to replace me
but, i insisted by saying "No" to them
is my responsibility, i'll have to do it
and dear ila said this to me
"kelly, just do your best, be natural, do whatever you can do"
"don't care about what others think to you, and try your best"
that time i try to calm down myself
and practice again
indeed i wasn't satisfied and i bet so does others
and i was dissapointed with myself too
for being so nervous to jus read out a story book
there goes while waiting
i looked at other groups
and there goes my 'kiasu-ness' starts
suddenly is my turn
there goes, i've forgotten what was in my mind
and i wasn't even nervous at all
just put a smile and there goes the story
although i did made a small mistake in the end
but i cover it back
there goes the end of my presentation
i was happy that at least i was back to normal when i present
i've did my very best
and hope tat i did not dissapoints any1
i wanna thank most to
foo jia ern- that has put soo much effort and time to make the book so nice
ila- to make the storyline and calm me down being a good listener to me
i love you all banyak =)
after class, met up with van at tropicana city mall and i can't decide where to eat, and we still go back to food & tea hahaha have a chit-chat session, and a short window shop session, which is super short!! lol
she asked me "so who are you targetting now"
and i was like "i hope there's some1 for me to target now"
seriously honestly i've forgotten the feeling of liking some1 isn't it sad?? can some1 pls make me fall in love for them?? LOL!!
and guess what people VAN FINISH ALL HER FOOD!! and i can't finish mine~ u can hardly see this scene hahaa
this time is like the shortest shopping session ever we only went into 1 shop tat she nvr went in b4 but there's nth much inside so tats the end of our shopping session
and i'm happy to go out with her although it was a short 1 we shall have a longer outing again =)
you might think that this post will be boring, but finish reading this, it will not be some of you might have read before, but still i wanna post it up
My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you has screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming.
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not.
Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed.
I thought that I could love no other that is until I met your brother.
Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face.
I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way?
My feelings for you no words can tell, Except for maybe 'Go to hell.' What inspired this amorous rhyme? Two parts vodka, one part lime.
Started off with morning class, wanted to walk up the stairs, but we were late for class and jiaern said that i look tired, so we fail for that day. seriously i didnt had a nice sleep the night before, because i was soo worried about how to go to class on that day, oh well at last i did slept for few hours which is not enough for me at all.
After class, the 3 of us, jiaern, jeelian and i join lunch with cheryl and wilson, cheryl wanted to go to the curve cz she wanted to bring twisty, but we insist to go 1u cz there's no chillies in curve, then cheryl suggest to go fridays, and luckily we didnt go, we stick to chillies bcaz...... u'll know soon hahaha
I dunno why i can't eat much during lunch, so i went to go shop with jiaern while they were still eating, jiaern shopped her book for her friend, and then i got my whole set of hair styling thing. wohoo i'm damm happy, cz i got it in a valueble price and bcaz i wanted to get it since long time ago. There goes, reached home then i start rushing myself to change into sports attire, su came to fetch me, meet up with van, kei, kaiwei, the twins, and a lil young stranger which kinda freak us out.
There goes, when van's aunt is here and we started our training under the hot sun at 3.30pm, oh gosh seriously the hot sun really made us...undescribable...but i wasn't a bimbo or barbie on that day, and i really played but still ain't that seirous, oh well when do u see me being serious aahaha. but i had fun during that afternoon and i was smart enough to put sun block on that day weeeee....
Su fetched me home and then this time, i thought of rushing, but because we have to wait for yuming, so instead i try to explore with my electro hair stylist, and seriously it takes time for me to learn how to perm my own hair, which i don't think i find a need to do it, since i'm having such a short hair.
Then reached the curve and walk to ikano meet up with others to help out with the surprise for Yan Leng's bday. And then meet up with them at TGI Fridays, see now i said luckily i didnt go to the curve's fridays this afternoon. there goes the surprise, and seriously there's lots of 8th of August babies born that day, lots of celebration were done there. anyways it was a fun night. with the pictures and dancing session outside fridays at the fountain there.
to the birthday girl
LOL ~lots of love~
girls from short to tall
the chicky swans
only if we were dressed in traditional attire
the LV bag poser
fist of fury towards maori
poker face poke her face
Last but not least, a msg towards the birthday girl
i've known you for quite some times although we're not that close but u're close to my brother which made me appreciate you alot for caring my brother so much and take care of him and you being a young friend of mine we always have the fate to sit in the same car and we always tend to get along well without failure and i'm glad that i'm part of the people there to celebrate your day with you
and i have to apologize for the salad sauce and u really freak me out ahahahaha anyways just wanna wish you Happy 17th Birthday
you're 1 year older, but you're still young have fun in ur last year in high school and stay healthy and happy always love you lots muackxx
Dear Yan Leng
9th August 2009 Sunday
this will be a short post as there's no pictures yet~~ and it won't be in detaile form
Morning to temple but not teaching so i was late but just nice for dancing class weee the class that i've been waiting for the whole week
there goes started with the butterfly dance with the kids then the climax JAI HO! i've use all my energy on it to keep on dancing and i'm having fun with it
meeting after dancing there goes i'm always the non-serious 1 and always worried about the small matter instead of the big ones but is me!! weee
after meeting head back home with kei bath at my hse then we started styling each others hair by using my new electro hair stylist she straighten my hair and i perm her hair which makes no difference for both of us hahahahahaa
and she forced me to make up bcaz she put on make up at last i did but is jus weird by putting make up and wear sooo casual
then off we go~ follow ming huiy's car from behind kei kept complaining the way ming huiy keep cutting in and out hahahahaha cz kei's car can't go fast then reached and i noticed that i'm underdressed seems like i'm the only 1 wearing shorts there
but nvm then start of with dinner and i was a good girl that night i only drank one sip from each type of beer anchor, heineken and tiger sze huey finished one can of heinken luckily she is not drunk hahaha
then check out with chiang's room when the owner leave there goes my discovering starts
start off with the toilet, was curious with the hand soap washing machine and really had fun with it it will have light whenever we jus touch the button then of course i'll start showing it off to other people and they had fun with it
then i didnt even notice that there's a mirror in his toilet until geetha said,"haiyo i cannot see myself through the mirror" and seirously the mirror is freakin high!! what to do, the whole family is tall even the house is tall, got 3 floors
then his cupboard hahahahaha i know is not nice for a girl to look at a guys cupboard but he gave me a shock by looking into his cupboard everything inside there is SUPER NEAT!! and i dun see any underwear anywhere until i spotted 1 box and geetha said "i think the underwear is inside there" while pointing to the box LOL!!
then mahjong session yippee played few rounds but is jus for fun cz we aren't gambling or having any punishment and to satisfied my crave during new year
then wiii session the long waiting 1 and playing with them even thou is not funny the whole session will be the funniest time i've ever had haven get the pics for that night well hope to get it soon then this video is to entertain you
jus click HERE to watch it but i bet most of you have watch it already but is okay watch it again then!!
lastly THANKS CHIANG for inviting me to ur hse warming *u can definitely chase juliet go romeo!!*
there goes my exercising weekend and i walked up to 8th floor today again!! faster than last week and we even reach earlier than cheryl and jeelian that took lift
yea seriously need lotsa exercise for myself why??
1. competition is coming soon, need to build up my stamina 2. to loose weight 3. to have a hot body!!! LOL!!
so jia ern came out this idea of walking up and down the stairs everytime we go college, walk up for 8 floors, since we're sooo lazy to do exercise at home or go out to jog or something.
so i tried ytd omg is really very tiring and it actually makes me goes dizzy, and i thought tat in 1 more floor i will reach ady, cz there's so many paintings on the wall, so i expected it to be the 6th or 7th floor ady bcaz they have art students there. BUT.......is only the 6th floor cz there's no signs of which floor are we in on every floor, is kinda confusing thou, jia ern said i turn pale, my lips were soooo white when i reached the 8th floor
seriously low stamina, must train train and do more exercise, so dancing is gonna be a must for me every sunday, besides chasing kids every time to work is also part of my exercise, and of course walking up and down the stairs in college.
i really wanna learn yoga
i wanna go to gym and learn some dancing there too
play bouncing ball when learning yoga, to balance myself better