sorry

is already august

time flies

people change

and included me

sometimes,

i just wish that

my brain development will be super slow

so i wouldn't reach to this stage

and think so much about other stuff

i wish that, i have this simple brain

i wish that, i'm still a little girl that have no worries

i know is pointless to have this wish

and sometimes

i'm tired

i'm mentally tired

i just don't know how to describe why am i tired

but i just felt tired

and to be honest

i'm unhappy about it

but

i hope that

i'll gain back my mental energy

and back to me again

i wish to be a clown again

that entertain every1

i miss being a clown of everyone


but sometimes

i just wish that

i'm smarter

and my brain develop faster than any1 do

so i will quickly solve all the problems

is just a satisfaction that no1 can be satisfied



and

i just wanna say sorry to you who is reading this

sorry if i offended you

sorry if i hurt you

sorry if you are annoyed by me

sorry if i was selfish

sorry if i was greedy

sorry if i was being stupid

sorry if i was being unfair

sorry if i was being childish

sorry if i was being soo noisy

sorry if i was so lazy

sorry if i was so fierce to you

sorry if i forgotten about you

sorry if i ignore you

sorry if i was lying

sorry if i was hiding

sorry if was not being serious

sorry if i was not helping you

sorry if i don't understand you

sorry if i scare you

sorry if i misunderstood you

sorry if i used you

sorry if i was being fake to you

sorry if i don't care about your feelings

sorry if i said something wrong

sorry if...........................

besides......

to make this blog ain't that dull
that's something that i was happy about


BR SESSION on Friday Night
,

Choir Performance on Saturday Night
&

Dancing session today


=)