yesterday b4 goin for tuition..my tuition start at 1pm..and the tuition centre is so damm near my house go by car without more than 3 minutes i can reach there..then my mom ask me to go to tuition half and hour earlier..and is so damm early..what can i do at there..so i jus said that i'm not goin there so early..she ask me to do so bcaz of my lil bro..he wanted my mom to fetch his friend too and wanted to go to 1u..i was so fedup why cant she jus follow me and always follow my lil bro..fine..then luckily my elder bro said that he will fetch me go..so thx to him alot..
i'm always not missing the tuition..i'm the only girl at that tuition..no friends and always the most quiet 1..so i sure can definetly concentrate on that class..so i will nvr miss any of the lessons and i learn the most in the lesson..the other three guys..one is so damm rich and he is younger than us for 2 years..so i also dont bother him so much..the other 2 because they are haivng bm tuition at 230pm so they always went off at 2pm..so fine..teacher ask them to be there at 1230pm..bt they always reach there after 1pm..and the teacher also came at 1pm and i'm the only 1 stay there fully 2 hours!!and my mom ask for too much..if she wanted me to be there at 1230..then she got to fetch me home at 230..bt she dosent 1..i tried to explain bt she jus dont bother....
then finished tuition my father fetched me home..he told me that better be careful while goin home because i was informed that my bro got into an accident again..but the person driving is not my bro..is my cousin..oh shit..so i reached home try to be quiet..luckily nvr fight with my mom..then this morning..while on the way to temple my mom scolded my in the car..and she keep on blamed me that because of me then accident will happened yesterday..argh i was so damm angry..how can she blame me like that..and after finishing sunday school my bro wanted to go to 1u with his friends again..bt diff ppl..so my mom let him go..and came back home have a nap woke up bath and study..then my dad went to fetch my lil bro back from 1u..on the way back they got into an accident again..then this time when they are home i felt like wanna blame my mom that if she nvr let my lil bro went to 1u there wont be an accident happened..luckily nobody was hurt and the car was ok..
i jus dun understand everytime i try to respect my mom..bt she jus kept on scolding me without reason..if she jus keep on ask me to study that was ok..bt she jus scold something with no reason..and when i jus try to answer back she will jus scold me too...why my mom is like that..i hope that she will be well and happy and also be patient..
Sunday, October 07, 2007
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Hey dear.... I know i am a bit too late to comment on this. But i think some times they do"berat sebelah " also. Especially when our mom favour's one of our siblings. But nvm lah. What to do, fight also can not, tell also can not, don't listen also can not.But don't because your emotional for that moment you fight back. Don't be like me.
And end up suffering more. =)
And they would not listen wan, so don't waste energy ya....
Stay patient. always remember don't fight back ya. One day, some one else will see the good side of us.
=)
Always hoping for the day.
-Hugs-
-Ling-
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