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still continuing

2011-10-04T20:22:00.007+08:00

So I've been thinking of deleting this blog and let it gone forever, but look, there's a post updated here now, i guess there's just too much things to be kept here, and showing how much i've grown by reading the oldest post compare to now.
I just don't know what to write in this blog, and since is public, I CAN'T SIMPLY POST WHATEVER I WANT~!! hahahahahahaha

but still gonna throw in some updates, probably most of you has already know all about it~

there goes 3 weeks back, another 2 of my babes left, cheryl and Jiaern~! i hate farewells, so of course I cried, and guess what I was the 1 that cried the most on the spot. gah i'm a cry baby i know. but I still miss them lah!!
Is hard even thou when they're here we didn't really talk much, but at least i have some1 to randomly text or call to hang out. but now....oh wells life gotta go on, but I'm gonna wait for them to come back, or just hoping till the day where i manage to save lots of money and visit them.

well i just hope for the best for both of them. And yea i am jealous that they seemed to have lots of fun there when i'm all alone here, pfft!

Next comes to work
So a few of my colleagues has already left the school. Well I miss all of them, Sara, Pui Shan, Emilia and Anisah, especially SARA~!!! I've been working with her for 1 year and 8 months ever since the day i started working in this company. Without her I wouldn't have been able to handle a class alone by myself now. I've learnt soooo much and it all thanks to her! Boo for not being able to work with her anymore.

well of course i wish her and the rest all the best in their future ahead. I'm happy for all of them.

So basically, I'm working with a younger age group now from 3-4 years old with Rani, and yea she's a great helper, am totally grateful to have her.
It was challenging for me for the 1st 2 weeks, and totally got sooo confused with everything. Well, it has been a month working with those children now, and I do enjoy that class alot, children there are just sooooo cute! well of course there're some that do get on my nerves, what to do? tell me which job that doesn't stress u up?

speaking abt my job, more and more freelance jobs are coming to me, which is a good thing~! it means more income! muahahahahaha!! but still spending soo much.

Basically that's all, nth much going in my life, meh what a boring life I have, well the latest was me going to S'pore with Anita and Jiaern, which was during mid august, went to universal studio and night safari there. All I can say is, things there are SOOOOO EXPENSIVE~!! but I kinda love that place, only if I'm earning s'pore money.

so this is us in universal studio.

Next, don't ask me about partying, I've been missing out all the parties, the last time I partied was i guess July??!! gah I know, I suck! hahahaha well, wrong timing when I was being asked, is either I have other plans, or I wasn't feeling good at all. Well I miss partying lah~!!!

I guess nth much else to say, just some updates about myself. Told'ya my blog is getting boring~
cz my life is.

Hopefully more to come.
xoxo

hair attempts

2011-05-03T15:29:00.008+08:00

different hair style i have throughout the years

which do u like the best? =)

Jasper

2011-02-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

well obviously Jasper won't know how to read this, but am just sharing these with you people.
FYI, showing that how sad I am doesn't mean that I'm not letting it go. Sorry but I get annoyed with people trying to ask me not to be sad, come on lah, you try having a pet for 9 years and he's dead, how can you not be sad. But of course I do accept the fact that living being has to go thru the life cycle, from born, till growing up, then falling sick and till death.

so Please people, stop asking me to let go or whatever, is my 1st and one and only dog, I'm not letting it go off my heart. I may be sad for sometime, well we humans have to get used to it.
Sorry if i did offended any of you, not trying to do so, am just telling you how I feel.

so starting from year 2002
having a friend brought her dog to my place, and we were liking the dog alot, and she's saying that this baby girl has other brother and sister as well therefore, we decided to have 1, and beg my parents for a very long time till 1 day my mom brought home a super smelly 2-3 months old goldish white dog in a box. Damm he is really stinky! hahahaha
so the 1st thing we do is to give him a good shower. So yea, practically he's quiet and guess what, the owner named him Casey. and we were like, eww this name is just weird for a male dog, and we double checked yes it is a male. So then we decided to change his name to Jasper. Yes inspired by the cartoon Casper but changing the 1st letter to J. It just sounds nice. =D
come on lah who has a dog that name Jasper? well so far I haven't heard of any dog having that name.

So yea that's the 1st day he was there. He was practically quiet, we wiped him with a towel, and try to blow dry him with a hair dryer but is too hot, so he doesn't like the hair dryer at all. The quiet boy was sitting at the corner of the house, not moving anywhere at all. Then I played the piano try to attract him with the music, unfortunately, he's still getting used to the environment.
Still sitting at a corner watching every1 and observing around. Well I still remember that time his ears were still bent down, and not even straight up.
So then the 1st day we leave him in our maid's room and stay overnight there. I couldn't remember how tiny he was that he could hide underneath the shelf that is really small the space.
We went to the pet shop and bought him a band and a string. So when we reach home went into the maid, he started waving his tail and sticking to us. Awww such a lovely boy.
So the 1st night, he poop and pee in my maid's room, poor kakak was awake the whole nite, bcaz this Jasper boy kept barking at her asking her to clean up his poop and pee, so that he can have a good sleep.

Then we decided to put him into the kitchen and sleep on the 2nd night, so he barked non-stop at nite, my elder bro has to keep him company for the entire night. well he was still a baby, so he needs some1 to be there. After a few days, he started barking at strangers, start from 1 of my bro's friend, he's the poor victim, hahaha. Then slowly to the gas fella, he really hate the gas tong, I seriously have no idea why.
So he wasn't toilet trained, and when he slept under the sofa, we tried to make his ears stand up straight and slowly he has his perfect ears that we wish he should be. Well after that we regret.

so slowly he grew and grew, we couldn't bear to put him in the house anymore because he just pee everywhere and getting fiercer, so we have no choice but to change his chain and tie him outside. Well he is one hell of a fierce dog. He tried to fight with my neighbor's german shepard which was triple of his size. and guess what, He won. well am not proud of it. He turned out to be so fierce that is good to keep him outside so that he can keep our house safe.

well I have to say that, my dog isn't smart, he only knows how to listen sit, "mum mum"(FOOD) and walk walk. Not even his name~!! I guess he's just being bias. He prefers my brothers more. Well they tend to play with him alot. I still remember he has his moments of being real active and he'll start to bite every1, where we have to climb really high and he'll try to reach us. But he was actually just playing but couldn't control himself.

So whatelse about him, I have to say that i got the feeling he's gay. Man I played with him, bring him out for a walk, feed him more than my brothers do. and He always prefers my brother. Even my dad~!!! My dad never even treat him nice before, he was looking for my dad when he sees me and my dad =(

so this fella used to have fleas all around him, HUGE ONES!! gosh u seriously can't imagine how gross it can be, we practically have to help him to pluck it out everyday, and kill those fleas. And there're too much even the flea shampoo doesn't help, so we tried out the flea collar. Man that thing works! until it expires, more fleas came to him, and we bought a new 1, aha, bye bye fleas.

so this dog, whenever my friends get to see the picture of him, they'll be like "OMG YOUR DOG IS SOO CUTE" or "AWWWW your dog is sooo adorable." But once they see him in real life they said "OMG, your dog is crazy!"
hahaha even dog lovers doesn't help, he's really 1 hell of a fierce dog. I got bitten by him bitten by him before while trying to stop him from barking at my friends.
and there's a scar there at my feet now.

so this dog, is really the greatest survivor. To be honest, I've never in my life sent him to vet. well cz my parents didn't want to, they find him really a big hectic. I still remember once, his skin start to have a hole, slowly it became really big, ya i know is disgusting. Then my parents say is time for this dog to die, and omg he's like only how old. So 1 day we suddenly saw him running and wahlah, he survived. Seriously that was serious, well we have smth more serious that came up after few years. His balls start to rot and the skin is peeling off, he couldn't move properly as well, walking really slow. Then 1 day he started running again. Isn't he a great big survivor??

So as you can see he has alot of fur~!!!! really alot! and it kept falling off, but still alot! hahaha
so is not surprise for you to see fur everywhere my house last time.
oh btw, he has different kinds of name being called.
Most of the time we called him Jasper, but he still have nickname as well, i know rite dog having a nickname?? haha
We sometimes call him "perper boy", "jasper boy", "baby lang" that means that is baby wolf in mandarin, well doesn't he looks like a wolf??

so he will always bark at us when is time to go for a walk, and is time to eat. He knows his routine well. Me and my family will always argue about not wanting to bring him for a walk. But still most of the time me, my younger bro and my mom are the ones that always bring him for a walk in the evening. So yea, is great to see some funny moments of him thou.
Sooner, he's turning old, seeing that he did not finish up his food and keeping it till the next day shows that how wise is he to keep some food for himself the next day. Walking and running for a while and he started to pant. Sleeping more than usual where he can easily wake up normally. Getting lazier to get up when any of us passed by him.

Just right before my family goes to China, he's acting really weirdly, he didn't run out from the house when is time for a walk. He walks really slow. He is breathing really hard, and He will start to pant sometimes. It worries me. So then my family left for 5 days. Day by day, 1st seeing him really sleepy and tired not getting up much, eyes turn really watery, nose is really dry, started coughing. Then his vision gets really blur, although i'm not an expert, but I could tell when he didn't dare to come down from the stairs. 1 day when I was back home, I saw him got stuck at 1 of the flower pot, and knowing that he's really blind already. He kept banging to the wall while walking. The next day, he didn't get up at all, I assume that he's just tired, but after a long day, He just couldn't get up, he was trying to crawl but couldn't, the way he tried to move just made me really sad, and I needed my family soo badly, wishing that he could be strong until the family is back. So finally the family is back, having the family back made me felt so much better, but Jasper couldn't get to see any1 of them. Not responding to any of our voice.

Since I told them that is really time for him, and every1 agreed to put him to sleep the next day.
So the next day, I left work really early, and we tried to drag him on to a big cloth and put him into a basket. Realizing that he really can't stand up and pee, see how suffering is him. He was trying to get out from the basket, but got held on by us. In the car, he was really laying down well, not moving at all. Till we reached the vet, he was trying to climb up again, but my bro held him onto his arms. Doctor asked about his condition, and checked, realized that not only his blind and couldn't move, he's deaf as well. He could be still surviving even thou he's just blind and deaf, but couldn't move is hard for him. So yes decision made. 1st jap made to made him sleep, can still see him breathing and slowly he close his eyes and fell asleep. But all of us started to shed our tears, neither of us could control anymore. After that dr needs my brother's help to held on to his hand to look for his vein. so I helped to carry his head, I can feel that he's really asleep comfortly in my arms. then the 2nd injection goes in, his body curled up and his eyes slowly opened, doctor says that when a dog is dead their eyes are normally open. looked at the time is 2.40pm. There goes Jasper resting in peace.
It was really hard for the 3 of us, to control our tears. We couldn't helped to loose him but didn't want him to suffer either.
and this is how he looks after death. Brought him back home and decided to sent him to cremate.
Put him into his so called "coffin" which is actually just a styrofoam box. Throw him some flowers, played the chant for him and sealed up the box.

There goes Jasper resting in peace at 22nd of February.

9 years of relationship with him. I may be fierce to him sometimes, but deep in my heart I still love him.
Came back home from work, was soo used to call "Jasper!" but, he's not there. During evening, is time to bring him for a walk, just realized that he's no longer there. So used to just stand by the window and watch him, and he's not there as well.
Now no1 to accompany me whenever I'm sad and I don't have any1 to sing to, any1 to laugh at being so cute. No1 barking at me for food and to walk. No 1 to finish up my food.
I may look happy to any1 when I'm outside, but deep inside my heart, I really miss him.
but life have to go on, I'm fine people. I may still be crying of Jasper and being emo about it. But I'm really doing good in life. I just miss him dearly.

oh btw, the doctor even told us that, this dog is very rare to have now, they used to be really famous last time, and is really expensive, now they have whatever toy poodle, shitzu and bla bla bla. And they call this dog japanese dog. Woah seriously didn't know my dog is that famous. So if you're looking for this dog, people don't normally sell it. Normally are given away by other ppl, so yea. My dog is rare =)

thoughts on make ups

2011-02-19T14:46:00.003+08:00

well this is my own personal thoughts on make ups. is all based on experience, what I've seen and what I was inspired by.

well as you people know that I'm truly obsessed with cosmetics, but you don't see me having the super thick make up often, most of the time i don't even put make up.

Make up is an art, a skills and knowledge for girls in order to enhance their beauty features, well it can be use to transform their look, and some of you guys will totally freak out after seeing a girl removing their make up on their face. But why do all these girls want to make themselves soo pretty? Well they felt more confident when it comes to having a good appearance towards other people, they may want to attract some guys that they've been admiring, well sometimes is just for the sake of the job, and some of them just loooove having make up on.

Well a girl is willingly to put the effort to take their time in order to make themselves looking beautiful shows that how much time they've used up just for doing that. Plus learning how to put on make up isn't an easy job as well, it takes time for girls to learn, step by step.
I myself have no knowledge on cosmetics and make up. I just love how to see girls putting on make up since young. When i was still a small girl, I'll try to sneak in to my mother's room and use up her cosmetics and pile up as much as make up as I can, i ended up looking like a clown, but at the mean time having fun doing it.
So when i got older, i kinda hated having cosmetics on, I used to think that people are fake when they have cosmetics on, and not being natural enough. Sooner I was amazed by this make up artist from youtube known as Michelle Phan. Slowly I start to search around on other gurus, and wahlah here I am now, being soo obsessed in making myself prettier.
So i learn by watching youtube videos from different make up artist, slowly doing some research, checking out reviews on what are the good cosmetics and tried on different types of it. Investing all my money on it. To some people I may be wasting money, but I gain happiness from it.

Of course i felt kinda wasted for buying so much and ended up not using that much, but there's 1 benefit, I love to help people as well. Start off by helping the choir members, dancers from temple, and that time, I was still very bad in it. Looking back at my own pictures with make up, GOSH! I looks like a ghost, well like i said, it takes time to learn, and by practicing and investing on good cosmetics, that's how it helps. Now I don't mind helping any1 to do make up for them for free, because i'm not a qualified make up artist, not certificates and not much experience. But I still love doing it. =)

As guys, most of them would prefer having their girls don't have any make up and being natural all the time, but come on, not all the girls in the whole wide world can look pretty without having make up on, well I'm 1 of them. Seriously having a girl investing their money on cosmetics and skin care products is a big sacrifice for them. How much time they've used up to try to make themselves pretty, and don't think that's it. Whenever they got home, how tired are they they still have to make sure that they remove their make up properly, fyi is a no no for any1 to have make up on to sleep. Is gonna cause their skin condition to be bad or worse.
So guys, do appreciate on how girls that put on make up.

and to the girls out there, I'm not trying to convince you to put on make up everytime and make it a must. If you don't like it is okay, no1 is gonna force you. Yes some of you may be really lazy to do so, well I am lazy as well, but look at the result after how much effort you've put on, isn't it great? But try not to put on the whole pile of make up on your face, you don't need that, u just need the right amount to enhance your features. Well you do not want to scare off any guys after showing them ur naked face rite? and overdoing it can scare of some guys as well. Try to seek for help from people that knows abt it, do some research or watch youtube videos, there're lots of awesome gurus there with different type of features that can help you.
well most important is your skin care routine, putting on cosmetic can enhance your features, but having a good skin helps better in it. With a good skin you'll have to put lesser make up and you won't freak out that much guys.

Besides, make up can be an art. I personally am impressed with lots of other people outside there, using such a simple thing and they could create a beautiful canvas, portrait or whatever you all it on their eyes, face and others. Of course that stage is kinda hard to achieve. Oh wells I'm still learning, and have more to learn. Hopefully 1 day I could really be 1 of the most successful 1, doing something that I like.

So i guess that's my thoughts of it. More to come about cosmetics =)
If any of you disagree with me is okay, every1 has their own thoughts on it.
Take care peeps
much love

2011's valentine

2011-02-07T18:14:00.002+08:00

well for 2011's
u must be wondering why?
is it because i'm jealous of other people receiving chocolates, flowers, candies, having a romantic date.
the answer is NO

well i don't even bother about all these, as I'm still single
now u might be thinking "owh, that's why"
BUT STILL NO~

if u notice i did mention for the year 2011
well my bestie Cheong Hvey Jci a.k.a Maria is gonna catch a flight at 9am and fly to aussie
and I'm not gonna see her for 2 years. =(
well not only that, but I don't get to send her off due to being loyal to work. *ya rite*
yes i post this to make her cry~! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i know i'm the devil

i don't know what more to say here, but i know she's gonna cry for mua, and so do I xp
PLEASE maria cheong, have a farewell with us aite??!!!

full love from me~! =(

travel

2011-01-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

I WANNA GO TO SOMEWHERE THIS YEAR!!
I DON'T CARE!!
could it be overseas? beach? a shopping heaven? i don't know
but I REALLY WANNA GO AND HAVE A TRIP THIS YEAR!!!!

decision made

2011-01-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

yes i've made the decision.

"What decision?"

well i'm soo sorry to make you all even more curious, because I'm unable to reveal it first until it has to be done. Perhaps if you ask me privately I may consider to answer you =)

tmr is back to work day.
I just realize I've been a year there, still remember how excited I got when is the 1st day of working, how blur I was, and how nervous I was. Well those were the silly moments, I still remember it takes such a loooong time for me to cut the things perfectly. I can't even cut with blades confidently, but now, fuiyo~! jus sweep across, and wahlah. oh wells, practice makes things perfect thou.

and why the hell am I still blogging at this time?
I just couldn't sleep =(
I'm gonna be sooooooo tired tmr.

oh wells people, i need some suggestion on what to post on this blog. Seriously out of idea, I know i need more pictures, and last time I'll make my post as colurful as I can, but now, I'm just too lazy....
well will definitely appreciate all of the suggestion given by you all and will try to fulfil it =)

much love from me
*toodles*

hello 2011

2011-01-01T02:33:00.002+08:00

well is 2011, should I be "yay-ing"??
I know i'm not suppose to be blogging right now as I have a date with erhem, my assignment.
Is not as bad as I think, I'M JUST TOOO LAZY~~~
well and I'm not soo smart it takes time for me to understand a thing. Do you have those moments that you suddenly just turn smart, well not exactly smart but just that you suddenly found whatever you need and you can do, well this is me when it comes to last minute work.
So overall have i finish yet? no
A lot more to go? Yes
But do I know what am I gonna do? Yes
I definitely know how am I gonna type out my assignment
and is definitely a YAY for me.
well before this everyday i've been telling myself by tmr i shall start my assignment and it has been said like erm...... more than a week??!! LOL
Yes i tend to delay my work until the last minute, if it doesn't affect other people.

So what the hell am I doing this whole day of 31st of December 2010??
basically I stayed at home the whole damm day, watching some shows, videos, facebook, msn, tweets you said it all. I even have myself to eat a lot~ where i thought I could start doing work after that and i got sleepy and of course i took a nap, until I got up, thought of starting and guess what? No I've not started, I'm such a lazy girl, I know~
well in the other way, I'm still enjoying my holidays lah

and when it strikes 12am of 1st Jan 2011, I rush outside to look for fireworks recorded a video since i fail to take some nice ones. Believe me or not, I was actually crying when I was back home, well it was chilly, quiet and lonely. Somehow I just felt that 2011 is gonna be a hard year that I'm gona have, am still thinking if I should give up on my studies after the 1st semester? or I should just continue for the sake of satisfying my parents and get a very nice degree. Well I still can't decide. So I was down, even chatting with a few friends online, it doesn't really keep me inspired or to be stronger, well nice words came out from my mouth saying that I'll be fine and everything, but that time I wasn't thinking of that.
and guess what change my mind to be a little cheerful?
ASSIGNMENT~!

WHAT ARE YOU SERIOUS???!!
yes, is true, when i stop chatting, I decided to start doing assignment as I know I don't have much time left, and I gotta stop giving myself any excuse for not being able to finish it. So I decided to read through everything again, and somehow, my mind just pop out soooo many answers to my assignment, and THAT'S WHEN I FELT BETTER, HELL YEA~!!
I'm definitely the kind of person that, I'll be real happy when I'm able to know the answers of something out of my expectations or boundaries. I told myself not to be such a perfectionist anymore, as I look waay upon myself which deep inside I know i can't do it, but still forcing myself just for the sake of satisfying other people. So I'm just gonna go through the flow of what is gonna happen and not force myself till the stage where i'll cry like a typical emo girl or cry baby, well i am still a cry baby. But to know when the right moment is here, I shall go with it =)

Besides, people that do chat with me, well you guys did entertained me, and at least I doesn't feel soo lonely until my parents got home, before it strikes 12 gosh seriously spending the new year's eve alone at home, is really scary. But when some1 knocked my room door before 1am, I opened of course I got a shocked somehow, but is my mom, for the 1st time, I'm soooooo glad to see both of my parents coming home although they're always out every friday night. It seems like they've left me for years or months LOL. But I'm just very very very very very glad to see they're home, at least I'm not soo lonely at home anymore =)

So don't ask me about my new year's resolution, I have waaaay to many things in my mind that I want, but I'm very sure that I'm unable to fulfill all of it. So when the time comes, I shall just go along the flow.
SOooo
hopefully i'm able to stay this happy for a long time, which I know is impossible. Like i said, go along the flow =)
once again is a bye bye to 2010 and you'll never get to meet 2010 again, but say hello to 2011
Much love from me

toodles

beauty is the key to every girl

2010-12-26T17:12:00.010+08:00

many of you may disagree, but hello why on earth did girls ever want to be pretty and as skinny as possible?
so that they looks nice =)
why looking nice?
well perhaps they felt more confident, and they get the attention that they needed, they are trying to attract some guys, and mayb thats their style.

So hereby am telling you that, I AM VEIN ~!! so does the other girls, just depending on how vein we girls can be, and we have different style.
well of course girls would like to attract guys not only with thier body but the face! and here i'm gonna brag about the skin care and cosmetic i have, HAHAHAHAHAHA
start to be jealous people!! xp

well start off from this cosmetic table, well i don't rmb the word for it. so thats where i kept all my skin care and cosmetic stuff =)

before that WARNING! there're lots of blurry pictures, truly apologize for that cz i don't have a good quality camera and i have shakey hands
so let's start

well messy as hell but let's start from the right clear glass shelf
what's inside?

is messy inside too, so let's go smth more detail
basically what i have inside here are skin care products, some body products and etc

these are the skin care products, starting from left:
natio eye gel, iQQU acne serum, iQQU advance sunscreen spf35, clean & clear's toner, ZA's blemish shoot lotion, iQQU advance sunscreen spf50, Neutrogena's sunblock spf50, Neutrogena's moisturizer and iQQU's jasmine rice scrub.

no i'm not gonna talk deeply how good it is, if you're interested to know just ask me about it in the comments, i'm willing to answer you how i feel about the products =)

well these are my make up removers
elianto's cream make up remover, elianto's eye and lip make up remover, neutrogena's make up remover lotion, lancome's toner

here're my perfumes and some other stuff
dkny green apple, dkny pink blossom, mary kay's Bella perfume, the body shop's perfume in aqua lily, elianto's nail polish remover, stage's brush cleanser, bio-oil

and this is the body butter that i use, not oftenly only when my skin is really dry and flaky
is the body shop's cranberry body butter

these are my cleansers, well of course they stay in the bathroom
neutrogena's deep clean cleasing foam, st ives apricot scrub, the 1 in the cylinder i use it to scrub my body, but is okay to scrub on ur face, neutrogena's make up remover cleanser, neutrogena fine fairness cleanser

okay so that's it for skin care products let's move on to cosmetics
well i shall start off with the brushes i have, i kept it all in the shelf below.
do scroll back up and check out where izit

call me insane but yea i'm a huge brush collector, some are missing cz i've jus used it and is not wash yet. just so u know i've already threw a few brushes away as i find them really useless, but those leftovers are still what i'm liking =)

okay so move on the what's on the table
1st we have a mini traffic colour shelf on the table
so the top shelf are these

these are my concelers basically, some i didn't bother to put it together cz i really don't like using them at all. so the 2 blue tube is the Za's concealer, then definite's colour corrector wheel, and estee lauder's concealer/highlighter

move on to the 2nd shelf
where all the lip products are inside
the mini pink tube is benefit's mini posietint, the 4 yellow tubes are burtsbee's lipbalm
and i only have 2 glosses, YSL golden gloss and revlon's colour stay mineral gloss
from left: rimmel's lipliner, elianto's lipliner, 2 maybelline's pure watershine lipstick, 2 maybelline's moisture extreme lipstick, 2 lancome's colour fever lipstick, revlon's super lustrous lipstick and elianto's spa lipstick.

and yea they're all in different shades
so let's move on to the 3rd shelf

this is where i kept all my eyebrows stuff, eyeliners and eyelash glue

eyelash glue

rimmel's eyebrow pencil, and maybelline's eyebrow kit

left part are all my pencil eyeliners, elianto, silky girl, stage, revlon, in2it
then my gel and cream liners, 2 maybelline's gel liner in brown and black, loreal h.i.p cream liner in brown and bobbi brown's famous black gel liner
on the right are my liquid eyeliners, majolica majorica and maybelline's studio drama

so that's all..
NOT!
hahaha still got more on the table and drawer

my nail polish, all from elianto

a cup of???

MASCARAS!

maybelline's magnum in borwn and black, loreal's double extension, rimmel glam eyes, lancome's oscillation, majolica majorica's and max factor's falsh lash effect.

a gold colour box full of foundations

rimmel's lasting finish liquid foundation, giorgo armani silk fabric, revlon colour stay, loreal true match mineral powder foundation, Za's two-way powder foundation and the mini 1 is the sample of bobbib brown's foundation.

then next off to a greenish box

it has blushes
from left bobbi brown's shimmer brick in nectar, lancome's sparkling cherub, shu uemera highlight radiant stick, elianto's touch blush, stage's blush and silky girl's blush

and just to show you smth that i'm really upset about =(
see the bobbi brown's blush there, is actually the 1 that i'm most proud of, and is suppose to look like this

gorgeous huh?

and i've dropped like a few times and it turns out to be

and that's out my heart turns out to be too, totally crush, is soo expensive and is my favourite too =(
okay let's move on, there's smth else in the box besides blush

sample size of definite make up base, lancome's make up primer, urban decay's eye primer, 2 shu uemera's eye lash curler, 1 is the normal 1 the other is mini. and the whole roll of silver thingy there is a cool stuff.
is known as the wet cotton bud, u can fix any smudges when you're out just bring that along.

well now let's move on to whats on this treasure box and the drawer

all the mini eyshadows and display it along with the 1 in the drawers

hahaha did i freak you out??
well yea i really love collecting all these

kate, silky girl, maybelline, loreal h.i.p, elianto and the eyeshadow palletes i got it online =)

well not to forget, FAKE LASHES!!

well as you can see where i spend my money at now XD
i love drawing on ppl's face, so yea if u need me to draw on your face, do let me know am willing to help you hahahahahaha.
well that's my hobby

do ask me anything by dropping comments
aite take care people
with much loves

*toodles*

freezing

2010-12-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

okay is effin cold right now, no I'm not in an airconditioned room, there's only a fan in my room. I guess is the rain that cause the cozy weather, best time to sleep XD

so what's up people, I'M FINALLY ON HOLIDAY~!!!! *jumps*
so the upcoming event shall be camp, might be my last camp with them bohoo
so what's for hols besides camp?
i guess another plan was to have a great spa with my babe jiaern! yes our 1st time going for a spa, pampering ourselves after the whole year of not doing anything to ourselves.
so what's for christmas?? i seriously have no idea. perhaps i have a girly session with the babes.
You must be wondering why am I never ever bored of girls huh? working with girls, being in the same class with girls, now i'm still having out with girls???!! wth?!!
oh wells i guess i'm just used to it. FYI i'm no lesbo okay!

but of course holidays won't be sooooooooooo perfect, there's definitely a spoiler. ASSIGNMENTS!!! BOOOO YOU!! a big spoiler to my holiday, i don't even understand a bloody single thing from there, oh wells blame myself for not being able to concentrate in class at all.

sigh i have to say that I MISS MY NIGHT LIFE !!!! i need some alchohol~!!!!!
truly need alchohol!!! missing all the shaking the dancing and the "flirting" meh not really, is too dark inside.
well it shows that is coming to the end of 2011
if u ask me where to countdown just so you know ever since the day i was born i'll never go somewhere crowded to countdown. is just toooo pack! but i'm sure is fun, oh wells i can still see fireworks from my house, so who cares...

so what's for 2011?? i guess i'll just be busy with work and studies, gotta really know how to manage my time. If i'm lucky enough to be able to quit my studies then i should be alright! hahahahha xp please people i need you to motivate me and convince me to continue studying. I can seriously give up anytime. and what else will I be doing? crying the entire year, LOL

"gosh this girl is sooo WEIRD" i know that's what you're thinking right now, how can i be LOL-ing when i'm gonna cry the entire 2011?
well people that are closer to me are leaving. and I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL!!!
but they're all leaving for good, i cannot be stopping them right? wells I truly wish them all the luck and the best in everything. Make sure that they do mail me a boyf for my 21st birthday.
OH YA!! I'M TURNING 21 NEXT YEAR!!

i guess i'll busying attending those birthday parties of my other friends too? but if you ask me how would I wanna celebrate. first and foremost, i will never want to invite every1 to my house and set a tent and look for caterer and whatever, no! not even for my bachelorette party.
well is just my point of opinion not offending any1 there, i just don't like it. I don't want to be sooo busy entertaining every1, and leaving out some ppl. is pretty unfair eh. and i guess i don't have that much friends to be invited. Yes I'm not a very socialize person, I don't have much friends.
2ndly, I couldn't afford to open a party also lah, budget wei~~~ is my birthday i'm suppose to receive money~!! HAHAHAHAHAH xp
well If you can't think of what to buy for me, don't need to crack up your head, just give me ang pao with cash inside! i'll be sooo happy~! XP
so i guess my choice is, not even bothering to celebrate at all. I don't like celebrating my birthday anyways. Call me superstitious or whatever but I'm still gonna tell you that, every time after I celebrate my birthday, there's definitely something bad happen. So yea, forget about celebrating my birthday, especially 21~! well is just turning a year older and officially being an adult?? well i'm still a child mentally.

okay what else to update? hmmmm
OH YA! my convocation will be next year!!! JANUARY 16TH, please don't even bother about it, is just a diploma, nth big. but the great thing is, i get to meet back all my classmates! yesh i dooo miss all of them! is sad that we might not be seeing each other so often anymore =( but i'm sure we will try to keep in touch with each other =)

so i guess that's about it, oh yes, just so you wonder, i'm still going to work in the same place next year and same class. Hoping for everything to goes well *crossing fingers*
aite take care people

with much loves
*toodles*

2010-12-14T01:30:00.002+08:00

i guess am still not strong at all, i can sound real useless at times, i know there're lots of people that can be worse than me, their life can be real bad and worse than mine for 10 times, but I felt like giving up at times too.

see i told'ya i'll be making more complains than usual. I felt real lifeless.
I guess i'm just too money minded. If i'm putting on all the hard work and i get paid, i don't mind. But having me paying sooooooooooooo much and making me do sooooooooooooo much work that can cause me to mental breakdown anytime, is just not worth it! =(

i'll be fine real soon

coming to year end

2010-12-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

so is already december, which means CHRISTMAS~!!!! i don't know why but i felt sooo excited about christmas this year, is not like i have any plans going on or whatever.

but this shows that 2011 is coming, oh wells time flies eh.
so 2010 i can't say is a great year, but is definitely a last year for me to enjoy before turning to an officially adult! lol it doesn't make sense at all i know. i shall do it in different categories

1st and foremost, whatever that i've been spending time on, work
yes I love my job, although i am truly unsatisfied with my pay >.< but seriously i never felt that i didn't wanna do a single thing from there. I wish to be even more committed, and help my senior, Sara, more in work based. yes she is my senior and my working partner for the entire year, so i basically spend the whole year with her from mon-fri! except holidays and our leave. so yea
she's my great great great senior, who guided me all the way the whole year, and i seriously learn a lot from her. I tell u i have the coolest senior of all, i bet u all won't have when u all are working! hah! xp
besides i do have other colleagues such as joanne, anisah, rani, kavi, pui shan, claire, amelia, aunty mary, aunty selvi, aunty prema, aunty susan.
and not to forget alia, irene and elaine, and they're leaving for good =)
alia all the best to you in ampang, wishing u the best luck and u'll get to know all the awesome ppl there.
irene, once again congratulations for becoming a principle trainee, u're 1 great person i've known.
e laine, although i still get to see u until january 8, but all the best to you in ur studies, i'm sure u'll do great in it =D

so yea, my i have 16 children in my class, and working in upper level for a new comer for me, is kinda hard, plus is a mix age group, which is even harder. well a great great challenge for me~ woot! so i guess i'll be working in the same age group next year, well is kinda fun to work with older children. there're lots of things that u'll get to see unexpectedly, children may surprise u with their knowledge, and there'll be 20 children for us next year, "congratulations" to both sara and I. lol

overall, my work life is great! it may not be perfect, it may be stressful sometimes but is definitely a job that i like =)

welll just started my studies in degree, am still not liking it, i only like it when i get to meet up with emily and melanie, lol. well this is the only thing that i felt stressful with. just so u know i'm not the type that likes to study or read books, am not a book person, sad case huh. I'll try to learn how to love books aite?

as to my sunday school peeps, am not very active this year, well i tend to slack off a lot, and i won't be going back in 2011 anymore, well perhaps mayb to help out in certain events and just drop by for a visit. but definitely not fully committed in it. But is great to get to know all of you there, will see u guys during camp, will enjoy that last moment with u all =)

so i guess thats it, and to whoever that are closer to me, well u just think you are then you are, hahahahahah xp im very greatful to have u all, people that have been entertaining me, trying to cheer me up, caring for me, spending time with me, u know i do love all of you =)
and to whoever that are leaving me next year, lucky u, to make me miss you all even more, lol.
yes don't expect me to stay strong in next year, i might be the weakest girl u'll ever seen.
I'll complain even more next year, who knows rite? So do ask me out when i'm having holiday i would love to hang out with u all =)

take care, much love from me
toodles

i shall say

2010-11-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

this is just the start of my degree

i still remember that night after orientation, i started crying while waiting at the bus stop, yes with make up on tat day, the sky was sooo dark, is scary, and i was feeling stressed up.
Not much people could really understand my feelings, some of them think that i'll kept mentioning the word "stress" over any small thing, no, when i mentioned that means i've reached till a serious stage, and i couldn't stop crying all the way home.

but i told myself to give a good try, perhaps it might change my life, yes it does have benefits, is just a waste of time and money for now to me. Is really stressful and not as easy as you guys think. Just so u know i'm not a very smart person, i'm not a bookworm, i need lots of explanation and practice to truly understand whatever was said.

so my current daily routine. where i have to go to work early in the morning by 7.30am and working till 2pm, which i felt real bad for leaving so early, and leaving sara there to do the work.
and then rushed back home to take a real short shower and i have to leave already. will stuck in the jam and going thru the horrible parking lots, where i'll always get nervous whenever i have to do a parking, a side parking somemore.
I have to admit that i scratch some1's car just 2 days ago, i have no choice, those ppl park at that place which they're not supposed to, and is either i have to scratch the left car or the right car, and the right car turned to be a victim, i felt sooo sorry for that.
and class ends at 7.30pm and gotta stuck in the jam for some time. by the time i reached home, showered and dinner, and i'm dead tired, which i'm suppose to study and i have to start assignments from now. *SCARY*

i really do hope that i'm able to cope up with both things. convincing myself to do it for the sake of getting a higher pay, and try to finish it as fast as possible.
yes i truly need lots of support and ppl please convinced me to continue, i can really give up anytime.

so currently i have melanie and emily there around me in the class, am so greatful to have them or else i'm really gonna suffer more. i'm wishing for a higher pay now, so i could really afford my studies, and yes i'm paying for my studies alll the time~!! is not cheap at all. this is one of the reason why i'm feeling so stressed up.

well STAY STRONG KELLY!!!

2010-11-01T22:36:00.006+08:00

back to life =)

i'm not gonna apologize for being slacking anymore, hahaha, i guess this should be more routine then. i ain't a good blogger, so yea, dun expect too much from me

so it has been 10 months me working at this centre, everything was good, yes I've learned alot.
Somewhat a place that requires lots of work to be done, although is awfully tiring, but is worth of an experience. Yes I may be unhappy being in this filed due to the pay that we've gotten, but I still love my job. =)

Since I'm officially done with diploma, and moving on to degree real soon, in 2 weeks time.
Which I'm not looking forward to it, this thing has been bothering me for a very long time. Well in a way I have to say that I was forced to take my degree. wanna know why? ask me personally then, I'll give u the whole grandmother story.
So this thing has been affected my emotions, plus having some personal issues.
I've been part of the maid in the house, and lots of arguments, unhappiness, disappointment, dissatisfaction, had been occurred. Promised myself to be a strong girl and no more tears shed, but failed to do so. I couldn't helped myself but to cry sometimes. Is just soo hard to stay soo strong in this kind of situation. Being blame, misunderstood, ppl being bias, looking at how ppl faking some friendship although it has nth to do with me, but it just affected me by seeing how ppl does not appreciate their frends at all, backstabbing each other, not being honest enough.
Obviously I does not cry cause of other ppl's business. LOL
In this case, while I was down, what do I crave the most?!
DESSERT!
ALCOHOL!!

so I couldn't be having too much of dessert, I'm suppose to loose weight, not gain weight!!
so u guess it right, alcohol~
just so u know I'M NOT AN ALCOHOLIC!
so went to MILK bangsar on last saturday, jiazhang's birthday
finally able to convinced jiaern to join along, and IS HER 1ST TIME!!
so 1st nanny of the night.
then with the driver of the night, mr, kung hock hou
he asked me to look after him for not drinking too much or else he couldn't drive us home
so that night was "being a nanny night"
of course i do have fun! but not at tat place, milk is small, and ah, just not my type
so the whole summary shall go to the pictures.
I can't go detailed in it, cz there's sooo many funny scenes that night, and it has gotta be private, nth to do with me but the newbie, HAHAHAHAH xp

done dressing up

dress of the night

with hou

tat's when she started to go high

with keong

the fat boy super like this picture cz he looks thin inside

with sam

after sending jiaern home, head to murni cz the fat boy was darn hungry.
so yea tats all for that night

too bad no pictures with the birthday boy, he was too busy
and suprisingly bumped into jason (a temple friend) there! hahahahahaha
and i'm a totaly blind person in the club. friends can see me there but i just couldn't see them
and not only 1, but a few of them gosh.

so am back to working life and soon add on with the studying life, so u'll be hearing me complaining about assignments, exams, EXTRA COMPLAINTS FROM ME! muahahahahahaha
i shall end here

toodles
*loves xoxo*

2010-10-31T23:22:00.001+08:00

will update soon when I have some free time and gotten some pictures =)

MA BOYF~!!

2010-10-06T20:10:00.002+08:00

ya~! finally right i have a BOYFRIEND~!!
so now i proudly present

TADAAA~!!!

yes!!! name?? ask me personally and i'll tell u! hahahaha
well 1 pic not enough? how abt this

yes! tat's his REAL BODY~!! OKAY~!! I KNOW MY BOYF IS DAMMM HOT!!
tats why i like him!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA XD

i know u ppl outside must be very very very jealous now~! congrats me ppl!!!

yes i'm super crazy now~!

oh please~!!

2010-09-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

this question has been asked by most of the people over and over again.
gah, and the the question is~

"Can you go and get a boyfriend please?"

this question was asked by relatives, friends, family and even colleagues~!
gosh i'm only 20 ppl~~
and do i looks like i really need a boyf now??

and my answer will always be the same

"Is not that i don't want to find lah, but memang don't have mah, no1 likes me also"

LOL and is NOT EASY to find okay~ especially when i'm in thie field, doing this profession.
yes i want a boyf, but gosh dun lah kept asking me. I'll wait till faith comes okay =)

and yes I do enjoy my life being single while i'm still being able to flirt around
WOHOO~
at least i don't have to be controlled
at least i can date different guys in each month~! HAHAHAHAHAHAH
at least i dun have to worry being too committed

but, i do need a person there for me all the time
and gah, i'm too money minded, i need a boyf to pay everything for me! HAAHAHAHHA
please i was jus kidding about tat.

any1 willing to promote me or introduce any not bad guys to me, go ahead~! You're all welcome!

I love my life~!

toodles
*loves*

Raya

2010-09-24T17:46:00.003+08:00

work just started for a week after the hols, but it seems like i've been working and never get any rest at all, this week has been a hetic week for me, new children, gah, now i have more stubborn children, noisier children, more active ones, smarter but perhaps too smart.

and i miss my independant kids, patrick, rashaan, even emma, joshua, scott and jadelynn are not soo bad~
sigh, results gonna come out soon which means is a reminder for me to sign up for my degree, which i don't want to take degree in tat course at all, i wanna try smth else, cz you seriously don't need a degree in malaysia being in an early childhood education field, provided u're about to become a lecturer in that course, which is not wat i'm asking for.
oh wells, what to do, i have to be an obedient girl and listen to my mom
but i have to pay for all my fees!! damm it, this is the part where i really hated so much

honestly, i do love my job~ alot! but thinking of the pay given, no is not worth it and is not enough at all~ trust me, young ppl tat have been joining education field for living, they'll complain alot for the pay and stuff, as ppl tat has many working experience in other profession and decided to work with children won't felt a thing, trust me, our work could be harder than urs anytime. Well like I said before every profession had its own difficulties. oh wells, i'll just have to wait for the time to pass in order to let me try to experience smth else, while assuming i'm still very young

okay back to what am i gonna say related to the topic
yeap today's the raya open house, so all the aunties were asked to wear the malay traditional clothes, so does the children.
erm basically nth much to say i'm just here to post up the pics, lol
anyways, i still love my job, but not the pay~! xp
is not enough for me~~ well wat to do, i looove spending teehee n.n
which girl doesn't??
here i show u the whole tch ttdi's staff

my outfit of the day
fyi, is my mom's kurung
i failed to get 1

YAY for weekends!
*toodles*
love

mist

2010-09-18T22:59:00.003+08:00

well failed to get our traditional clothes during the day~
but at night was a success~!
so my virginity in clubbing has been taken away
by kei, amanda, hou, mike, chiang, zhang! HAHAHAHAH

and it was a fun night i have to say =)
i went tipsy and couldn't walk straight at all cause of the crowd and the lighting inside makes me even worse, luckily none of us got drunk, but u could see the crazy side of every1~ wohoo!!

me love all of them for the night!! =D

and i don't care i wanna have another session with u all again!!!

toddles
*loves*

friday is here!!!

2010-09-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

okay is thursday already!
i'm all set for tomorrow!

done pedi and mani today,
no pics for now hehe, but i did nudy pink for my nails and midnight blue for my toes, and is really the midnight blue, the previous 1 wasn't really thou

so tomorrow, meet up with my babe kei at mv
shopping for my baju kurung and her baju kebaya
if tak ada, then off to jusco maluri
if ada jus hang out for awhile there
and then back to her place, pick up her bro for tuition, gonna yam cha there for 2 hours
and off back home for dinner, and poor girl she gotta teach tuition tat nite
so she has to rush there and come back straight after tuition
and night off to mist club!!
with the gang!! woot woot
i dun care i want to take lots of nice and hot pictures woot!
and kei will be my mice for me to draw on her eyes, i'm soooo gonna make her look like a clown or look super hot! hahahahaa xp

anyways holidays gonna end soon, BOOO!

slacking

2010-09-15T02:45:00.002+08:00

yes yes i know, i'm sorry for ditching my blog
but i just don't know wat to update~ LOL
events, gah jus go and see my fb pics
currently on holidays now~ DOUBLE YAY~!
which i've been longing for, after the hardwork, and the training

so holidays, wat's the plan???
hmmm
seriously i kinda stayed at home all the time
even parents gotta ask me "never go out ah?"
well really tat surprising?
and hell ya~! they are LOL

so i've just started jogging, went to mt kiara and walk with my mom, gawd, i'm really not a person tat exercise, i got so tired walking up the slope for soooooo long, and i was running out of breath, plus the chatting with my mom, made it worse. gah anyways well i gotta loose some weight, so no choice but to finish the walk.

movie for 2 days straight
monday was grown ups with jiaern, hahahahahahahah she really do made me laughed all the time, guess how she looked? she tied 2 pony tails, and thanks to her looks, while i was opening the door of her car, the door knock onto my teeth real hard! *ouch* luckily non of my tooth came out *fuu*
so yea, it was a fun girly night out with the only 2 of us

today was pirahna with a long lost fren, ccy
well i've been hearing from ppl saying tat is scary, is disgusting, gross and bloody.
oh wells i wasn't affected much by those gross, disgusting and bloody part, indeed i really dislike it when they jus have to pop out with the background music and sound effect soo loud. I almost scream, but controlled myself, or else memalukan my fren there lol
gah see nth much to say

so jus another hmmmmm, 5 more days b4 back to work
so friday shopping with my dearie, KEI for our malay traditional costumes and MIST during the night with the gang! wohoo~ haven't been hanging out with them thou, and guess wat
IS MY 1ST CLUBBING EXPERIENCE!!!! ahahahahah xp
so hell yea, i'm on for it, and and, i'm scared tooo eeeeek

gah i guess tats wat i wanna say, seriously don't know wat to post here, mayb i should just delete or privatised it when i gotta released out any dissatisfaction
gotta enjoy my hols as much as i can =)
toodles
*loves*

memoriable conversation

2010-07-30T19:43:00.003+08:00

well these are conversation between me and the children and parents

1 day, Christian was reading a book about sea creatures, and he was sitting in front of me, asking me lots of question, i answered him and was busy taking care of the rest of the children at the same time. This was after school, where the children are waiting for their parents in the younger children's room. So Luca came and hug me~ and kept on come and go~ he'll just run and lie on top of me, then here comes the funny part

As Luca was coming to me and he just lie down on me
Me: hmm~ are u still a baby, kept on lying on aunty kelly's lap?
Christian: Move away~! Ask him to move away please?! *not in a very fierce way*
Me: Why? are u jealous?
Chrisitan: yea~ *saying in a soft voice*

Awww~ but i burst out laughing, i'll never stop laughing at what he said.
is just plain cute~! and sweet~ i was flattered. HAHAHAHA

Today
Picking up time, Luca was the last few to go home, then Luca's mom came and tell me
"Luca has been telling me about you everyday, he's been saying aunty kelly aunty kelly"
awww~ i was quite shock also, as i'm not his teacher at all and not working in his class
then the mom asked "So do you babysit?", well i did not, so i gave an honest answer, well i wish to babysit, but is the time that i can't cope with it.
A very cute German boy with BLUE EYES~!! yes i meant it~! BLUE EYES~!!
aww how adorable is he

Christian was choosing the cupcakes and asking me what are the words written on the cupcakes, so there's love, kisses and some other alphabets. then he said okay i'll choose the love~ then i asked him, "So who do u love?" he thought for awhile and said "I love aunty kelly"
HAHAHAHAHA he's such a cute adorable child~

Then the mom came and pick him up~ suddenly Christian started calling me "mummy" in front of his mom, but i just felt not so nice, but the mom was okay~
the mom even said "He really love both you and Sara la, I should've put your name under the guardian collumn"
awww, what's wrong with today? every1 is being sweet~!

I was happy that many parents talked to me, well not trying to be close with them, but just a nice way of bonding, easier for me to communicated with them thou.
but today is also Rashaan's and Patrick's last day of school here, Rashaan will transfer to the other international school and Patrick is going back to Germany already, my 2 older boys in the class, the 2 that i always came and talked to me and sara, lots of interesting conversation we had with them. Ah I told myself that I will not cry, but when Patrick's mom came and pick him up, she started crying, and OMG~ I started tearing, YES I'M A CRY BABY~! I can cry easily
well, I really miss Patrick alot~ he's my best helper in the class, and the 1 that always chat with me the most without waiting for me to ask him, and he really surprises with his skills.
Well ang moh's child are always better, and more independant

and there'll be more that are leaving next week =(

lets spell H-A-P-P-Y

2010-07-22T00:20:00.003+08:00

today

i'm just super happy~!
i have no idea why am i soo happy
but everything just went well today
nothing special
there's nothing that i'm looking forward to
but i'm just plain happy

knowing how much love can be seen on both of my friends
made you extra happy
knowing that ur friends spam ur facebook
made you extra happy
your friend was teasing u
made youhappier
looking at one of the child had his hair cut
just couldn't made me stop laughing when i look at him
and obviously tat made me super happy!

I'M JUST A HAPPY GIRL TODAY~!!!
and i can be the happiest girl on earth! =D

half years time

2010-07-06T00:37:00.016+08:00

okay~ i've kept this post for a very long time, just that i'm lazy to post it up
anyways, is been half a year i'm working in this place, and is the Open Day, the day where all the aunties go mad, got stressed out for half a year just for this 2 days

1st July, Open Day in the park
a lovely environment
the day where children perform singing, dancing just for this day =)
i didnt manage to take any pics or video while they were performing =(
so i shall introduce my students and my colleagues

the stage

the principal of TCH TTDI, joanne

yen nee, she's the 1 tat interviewed me the admin, alia

the senior principal of TCH, melissasara
my senior~ the one i work in the same class
soo lucky to have her

irene, room 2's aunty
the super rajin and most creative 1 *salute to her*

rani, room 2's aunty

room 1's aunty, pui shan

room 1's aunty, elaine

toddler's aunty, claire

room 1's aunty, anisah
toddler's aunty, catherine
*sadly she left*

our new aunty in toddler to replace cath, amelia, she's the youngest aunty

with the 2 toddler's aunties, kavi and mary
and of course centre is matilda my student

eza on the left and the rest of the aunties

not to forget our music teacher, caleb

FYI, i'm working in the upper level
so here are my students

annabel

joshua

syazwan

aliyah

rashaan and patrick
scott

reis and matilda

kyle

jade lynn
emma

christian

nadira on the left

meeting with the big boss

and a happy ending

so friday we prepared another open day in the school for the parents to visit the classroom
and went to celebrate cath's last day~ was screaming all the way ahahaha and forgot abt working on the next day
so here's the result of the hardwork between sara, me and the children
we have 3 classrooms to decorate and 5 boards

the 1st classroom

2nd classroom

3rd classroom

thats it, sorry for not being able to update frequently =)

easiest job ever

2010-06-27T00:40:00.004+08:00

well as mentioned on the title above i had the easiest job ever, with a not so bad pay
i have to say that this is my 1st time working in a mall, ya i know u must be surprised, but it is true. I thought it would be a really boring job, because i'm super antisocial, and i'm afraid of not being able to click with any of them, but surprisingly, i'm able to click with every1 there.

to those of you that don't know i was only working during the weekends on school holidays
12th, 13th, 19th and 20th of June
i was working as a padini voucher girl which will have to give out RM10 pdi voucher to whoever that apply credit card or whatever under HSBC, and yes i don't even have to talk much to the customer, just make sure i give out and get their information, thats it~!
SUPER EASY RITE??

so 1st day i get to know the 3 girls first, vicky, mapple and zhuo ying, we're all under the same boss, but different job scope. and of course not only the 3 of them, i get to know the sales there too, ah i'm not gonna mentioned their name, cz i know i'll definitely miss out alot of them.
so yea, overall it was a pretty relaxing job and it was awesome to get to know new ppl, oh well, is been so long ever since i get to know new friends.

2nd day was still the same, but it was my last day seeing mapple and vicky too~ cz they won't be there on the next weekend =( , i miss the girls alot, if it wasn't them i wouldn't have speak out so much thou.

mapple and vicky

well as u can see, i even have time to take so many pictures
prove that how easy our job are XD

then i had a week that is full of works, and back to work again on the 19th
this time kei was there~!!! YIPEE~!! zhuo ying is still there and another new girl, joanne is there too, gosh, she is really young~~!!!
working with kei makes a difference also, i have a really close partner that i can really go crazy with on that day =D, or else i would be soo quiet throughout the last 2 days~
and then i don't know what happen, all the guys just started their pervert conversation, and i'm like the victim to listen to those conversation, *faint*
oh wells and thats a short conclusion about my work with HSBC, i'm lazy to tell in detail thou xp

joanne, kei and zhuo ying

overall, i have to say that I LOVE THIS JOB~!
is easy, and the pay is not bad, but is a lil bit wasting my time
and i miss those ppl there
lots of scandal happening

and i had fun~!
love you guys soooo much~! =D

okay a small note here to see if i can rmb all of their name or not
rammie, katie, ben, ison, edwin wong, edwin mah, wesdy, may, samuel, ivan, kelvin, marcus, kelven, bryan, william, yuka, liz, ann, shawn, eevan, frankie, eric and patrick, oh wells i'm soooo sorry if i can't rmb any of them~!

anyways I LOVE ALL OF YOU~!!! <3

midnight

2010-06-20T04:37:00.002+08:00

is midnight now~ and i'm actually blogging
well, i just woke up from my sleep, which i don't even know why am i up

oh wells~ i guess my brain just don't wanna rest and still wanna think about all the stuff that i'm suppose to do

i'm suppose to be sleeping now, as today is my last day of work in mv
gonna miss the guys alot

recently my brain is all focus on my work, and work and WORK~
I just couldn't help to not think about what i haven do, what is the thing missing
well open is coming in 2 weeks time
finally i feel the stress of working
is not that before that i was too relaxed, but i just enjoy doing it
but with the super extra work load now that i'm facing different than the others
is really stressful
seriously is not easy as a new teacher to be so patient, strong and hardworking with such work load, i can see alot of people that just could not take the stress and just left like that, well i know is not nice to be complaining like that now
but i just need to release out my stress

currently craving for alcohol now~
and i've been craving for it for 3 days straight
but i'm controlling myself not to, provided there's some1 that belanja me~ hahahahaa xp

oh well, last day of work in mv, although i only work there for 4 days, but knowing the people there for around 1 week, i felt the closeness with them quite a lot, never in my life talk so much with a stranger before, and yes i'm an antisocial person, but this time i wasn't at all~
indeed i have fun working there =)
because i had the easiest job ever~ and i get to know more people
i don't know how much will i miss them during this period of time
i shouldn't be thinking about smth else, and i should focus on my work till 1st of july then it would be the only time to relax
i really can't wait till the day comes and faster end

oh well i'm so sorry for not being updating my blog frequently, but i don't have the time to do so
anyways i won't even bother to blog about the past, it was wayyy too long ago, don't think people would wanna read it too, since i have lesser readers now

anyways, is a journey to go thru, with all the stress and unhappiness that i have to face currently
i always know tat, and is a normal thing for human to complain, no1 is perfect, so i'm actually fine now after releasing here in my blog =)

p/s: i think for the rest of my blog~ i won't even bother to put any colours provided i'm free to do so

2010-06-18T02:19:00.001+08:00

I AM JUST FREAKIN STRESS UP NOW~!!

i can't imagine when the open day is here, tmr is only the full dress rehearsal and i'm that stressed up already, gosh please time pass faster i do not want to have a sleepless night again

things that just came into my mind

2010-05-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

lecturer is coming to do her 1st observation on this thursday~
*scare*

currently rushing everything now~

i'm in a mood to shop now, what to do i'm feeling stressful
*yes, is been so long ever since i use that word "stress~!!*

i'm still loving my job
open day is coming soon
more things to rush

may is coming till the end
cfc is coming
the month that i'm not looking forward to is coming too

i wish the clock has 13 instead of 12 only, cause by then we'll have extra 2 hours per day
isn't it nice to have that?

i just told my dad
"did u realize that suddenly 20 years had just passed?"
"your daughter is turning 20 soon"
and guess what he replied
"1 more year then ur studies insurance will end and i got money ady, hahahaha"
=.=...

I WANT A CAR SOOOO BADLY~~!!!!
honestly i couldn't bear with complains anymore

i need a boyf~
no i'm not desperate, at least lah let me fall in love with some1~
i don't rmb the feeling of tat anymore
sigh~

wesak day is this friday

i need ice-cream
haagen daaz would be nice =D

i need a movie~!
it has been months ever since the last movie i watched
Ee Koon Rui and Chua Choon Yu~!!
don't forget to bring me watch!!

i need a new bag, my bags are rotting
i need more pretty attires
they're getting old~

trying to stop buying cosmetics already
but addicted to perfume now~ gosh
and i'm loving dkny's green apple have the mini 1 now
i don't mind having a big 1 *ngek*

and last but not least
i'm wishing to be happy every single day
i really don't wish ppl to try to upset me anymore
it hurts

=)

something simple can be powerful =)

2010-05-24T15:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

When I just got into the class, on of my student staight away tell me

Weing Xi: I got a surprise for you~!!!

Me: *Look at the table, saw a whole plastic bag of empty large bottles* that's not a surprise for me~ that's for the school, is for wesak day my dear =)

Weing Xi: No, not that, I have surprise for you and teacher Geetha
*takes out 2 present from her bag and giving

Weing Xi: this is for you~ Happy Teacher's Day~ =D

Such a sweet girl is she, and i always love to imitate the way she talks hahahahaha~!
and i got a hp pouch, with a large rabbit head on top, although i might not use it, but is sweet enough to get something from the students =)

Today

Nadira walk in to the class holding a piece of paper saying
"aunty kelly this is for u~ =)" she has the cutest and sweetest smile of all

I thought it was another drawing of hers again to show it to everyone, but inside
i saw the big word "Aunty Kelly" with an arrow pointing to a girl that drew by her bother, i guess~ lol
and yea seriously it was cute~!
and i asked her what is it? cause she've gaved me a teacher's day present and a week ago
and she told me, is a story book~!
hahaha although i don't understand the story, but i can see the effort that she made to write the numbers, with different types of flowers and fishes inside the picture

they brightens up my day~! =D

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

2010-05-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
to all the teachers out there
hope you receive all the presents from the students
the appreciation that they've shown to you
even thou it might be a small card
or just a simple "thank you"
is grateful enough already =)

so i've received a pair of pink earings
1 ice-cream
1 soft toy apple, just exactly like the picture above
and a paper with the child written
"happy teacher's day,
I love you auntie kelly"
with a group picture at the bottom
so sweet of these children
and not to forget my friends that wished me hahaha
well to all my dear classmates
we're all teachers now
so HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY
to all of you~~

*lovin my job*

smiles

2010-05-06T00:28:00.004+08:00

A smile is a facial expression formed by flexing those muscles most notably near both ends of the mouth. The smile can also be found around the eyes. Among humans, it is customarily an expression denoting pleasure, happiness or amusement, but can also be an involuntary expression of anxiety, in which case it is known as a grimace. Cross-cultural studies have shown that smiling is used as a means of communicating emotions throughout the world. Happiness is most often the motivating cause of a smile.

How to smile?

Practice good hygiene - well obviously this is a must for every1~ brush ur teeth day and night, make sure there's no food stuck on ur teeth, ooh can take care of ur lips, make sure it those not looks chappy
Get comfortable with smiling - Some people get a little nervous while smiling. They don't think their smile looks good, or they think that smiling makes them look unprofessional or vulnerable. It's true that a smile does show a little vulnerability, but that's part of what makes it so powerful. No matter how professional, intelligent, or in control you think a serious face (or worse, a frown) makes you appear, people almost always respond better to a smile. But it all depends on what you're as, like me as an early childhood educator, obviously i gotta bring my smile with me all the time =)
Think of happy thoughts - well this is the easiest way to make u smile, go read some jokes or watch comedy, or you can even think back those silly moments that you had by urself, imagine how silly and funny you were
Smile with your eyes - When we think of smiling, we think of the mouth, but the eyes may actually be more essential to a warm, genuine smile. Smiling with your eyes is difficult to describe--in general your cheekbones lift slightly and your eyebrows dip a little--but when you see it, you know it, it's that look of your eyes "lighting up" or "twinkling." To get a feel for how to make your eyes smile, go stand in front of a mirror and practice smiling, but concentrate only on your eyes. It would be better if you cover the lower part of your face. Play around with it a bit, and you'll find that you can make your mouth smile when your eyes aren't smiling, and you can also smile only with your eyes. When your eyes do smile, remember how it feels, which muscles are working and how. With practice, you'll be able to smile with your eyes at will.
If you want to improve your smile, look at pictures of smiles that you believe are beautiful. Also, think good thoughts and remember that you are beautiful (inside and out). Your smile is bound to look better if you feel good about yourself!

Reasons to smile

Smiling makes us attractive

Smiling changes our mood

Smiling relieves stress

Smiling boost your immune system

Smiling lowers your low blood pressure

Smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin

Smiling lifts the face and makes you looks younger

Smiling makes you seems successful

Smiling helps you to stay positive

so come on people say bye bye to emo and hello to happiness =D
let one smile makes two

the past 2 months~

2010-04-13T13:26:00.016+08:00

i shall start from 28th march
Cheryl and Rae's super late house warming
well i have to say the food there was awesome~!
choc fondue, sushi, cupcakes, fruit tart, ice-cream, chocolates, salad and BAILEY~!!
hahaha i only drank abit of bailey, well cause i really don't like the milky taste, but it was overall not bad.
but i missed out the spaghetti =( i was kinda looking forward to it thou
having the big amount of food makes jiaern and I had a stomach ache, i really feel like vomitting, but after tat i was okay, poor jiaern suffer till home.
there's twister session, mahjong, ps3, and pictionary session, hahaha it was really really fun~!!!
but i only join in pictionary session, but seeing them playing i had a big laughter~!

well i have to say a big THANK YOU~! to cheryl and rae for organizing this party and inviting me, honestly never in my life had choc fondue b4 as in dripping the fruits in the choc foundation =D

3rd April
last day of exam~! wohoo~!! that day was really a big relieved so we ended up celebrating in pryamid's full house, and celebrate ai ling's advance birthday
well i've nth much to say about that, but overall was not bad =) i miss the girls soo much

after the exams, just nice i had 2 weeks of holidays in work
then a few of us decided to had an outing to genting~! there's catherine, elaine, alia, claire, puishan, and I that went, well i was pretty upset that anisah couldn't make it, if she was there, then there would be a lot more fun~!

7th april
early in the morning, cat picked me up from home (thanks dear) and head to her boyf's hse that came along, then we meet up with the rest of the girls, so the journey starts.
from breakfast then to ulu yam's damp

in the car with cat and puishan

well i've went there before, and is a really nice scene there

with pui shan

see i told u is nice rite

well i dun have the group pic is with some1 else's cam
next off to hotspring~!!

i fail drawing eyeliner in the car, the road was super bumpy and i ended up feel like puking

this is the hot spring pool

this is the original hot spring

but non of us went into the pool at all we only put our hands inside and thats it hahaha

see all dry

next head up to gothong jaya, changed our clothes then to strawberry park, well i should say is a multipark, not only it has a strawberry park, they sell different kinds of plants, they plant cherry tomatoes there, mushrooms, and honey~!! lol

after changing

entrance

strawberries

caught stealing

orchid lah~

ling zhi~!!

next station skyway~! all of us took the cable car
the scene from the cable car
well when we reach up there i have to say that, never in my life, felt that genting was SUPER HOT~!!! oh gosh the hot sun and is not breezy at all~
well at least is a lil bit cool up there

from left: alia, may, elaine, catherine, adrian, claire

elaine was upset cause the snake has left, but she does not seem sad at all
as alia~ saje posing there hahahaa

well i was really sad that i didnt get to ride the cockscrew and the pirate ship was close =(
and i also wanna take pic with the snake~!!
but at least i get to carry it =D

the night scence when going down

elaine was super scare, as u can see she's closing her eyes hahaha

i was proud that i manage to entertain the girls in the cable car, by having a silly karaokae session, hope that i did not annoy them thou
overall it was really fun~! and i'm glad that i'm able to mix in the girls whereby i'm the only new 1 among them.
we should have a karaoke session together next time~!!

10th april
celebrate kenneth's belated bday and theng jee's bday~!
well nth much to say, i'm just happy to meet my boyfriends again.

kenneth

theng jee

kah wai

anthony

zhen guan

koon rui

and we're always the only 2 girls that hang out with them hahahaaha
the Tan cousins

well our plan of having korean bbq fail due to the time we went for lunch all the restaurants were closed so we have no choice but to go wong kok

11th april
celebrate another 2 april babies and both of them are born on the same day
now i proudly present~

maxx and amanda~!!
the april fool babies hahahaha
yes no joke, they're born on april fool's day
the only 3 girls

chatting in the middle of no where
and we decided to go for ice-cream session~!
as i was really craving for ice-cream hahaha

something went into my eye

head to forever 21

spotted 2 minnie

wonder girls wanna be~! hahaha

while deciding for where to go for dinner
i got bullied =(

fear

ole-ole bali for dinner

this girl never fail to entertain any1
thats why i love her

amanda got her hair burnt

spotted a couple *ngek ngek*

drinking session

i know i'm pretty lazy to describe everything now, but picture paints a thousand words
and it was super fun day i had =)

1st of April
to Maxx:
although i've not known u for long,
but you're a great friend, a great guy
and i never regret to get to know you =)
i heart you banyak banyak

1st of April
to Amanda:
babe, i'm really glad that i get back in touch with you
and you're still the cute girl that i know
i hope that i do get in touch with you more =D
thanks for giving this opportunity for celebrating your day with you =)
hope you like the present that i've choose
love you banyak
muackxx

4th April
to Ai Ling:
i've know you for the past 2 years
and i never regret to get to know you, you are the one that were there even thou i'm really down
you are a really nice girl and i really appreciate you a lot =)
i'm gonna miss you sooo much dear
love you banyak
all the best in your career
i'll support you =D
muackxx

5th April
to Kenneth:
well my brother, my entertainer, my friend, my boyfriend
ahh i dunno what to call you
although it has become a tradition for us to celebrate your bday each year
and everytime is not a big 1 and just a simple meal
but in a way is a chance where we get to meet each other too
knowing you for so long
you are the best guy friend that i've had
i really appreciate you alot for entertaining me all the time
i heart you banyak~!!

10th April
to Theng Jee:
this is the 1st time celebrating your bday
hope that you enjoyed the celebration with you
although i'm not quite close to you
but you're really a 1 nice guy friend of mine =)
all the best in your studies and everything
loves

11th April
to Michelle Phan:
i know you might not be reading this
but i've followed you since a year ago
and from the day i've started to watched your videos,
i've become a big fan~!
you've inspired me alot
not only in terms of make up
but in other different ways
i really hope to meet you 1 fine day
that would be my biggest dream of all =D
well I'll have to thank your mother for bringing you into this world or else there wouldn't be you =)
hereby i would like to wish you
all the best in your career in Lancome and IQQU
hope that you stay well and happy always
keep up the work
the world needs you =)
i heart you~!!
and support you always

target of this year

2010-04-12T13:57:00.002+08:00

1. lose 10 kgs~!!

2. save 2k

3. get a new hp

4. get more attires (top, shoes, shorts, dress.....)

5. being super patient

6. be more cheerful

7. entertain at least 1 person a day

8. spend wiser

9. do not get jealous easily

10. stop being so sensitive

11. do more exercise

12. eat healthier

13. make sure my room is tidy all the time and try not to mess up my own room

14. learn to do things faster

15. better time management~!!!

cutie

2010-04-09T17:01:00.002+08:00

i was clicking around and i found this picture which i really like, but i guess a lot of you have seen this picture before and knows what is it~ but still i wanna share~~!!!

see this cute lil pie~
what is its name?

FIREFOX

to take a look at the answer just click ctrl+A

i forgotten about my blog

2010-04-08T12:53:00.003+08:00

haha yea sorry peeps for not updating my blog, well i'm busy~ yes and real busy, until now~ wohoo~! end of my diploma exams and classes. no i have not graduate, i still have my practicum. Now currently having 2 weeks of term break from work. and YAY, rest time~~~ and still there's loads of work to be done, imagine me bringing back 1 big black of the rubbish plastic bag, back home with another stack of papers to bring home to do, oh well what to do i dun get my pay for nth.

so how have i been these 3 months,

college - well is the end. I'm not sure if i'm relived or i'm happy to leave? or i'm sad to leave. I'm confused, there're lots of ups and downs happening, but no one is perfect and life is never perfect, i've always been applying this to myself, therefore, i didnt feel a thing after leaving there. I believe we can still each other if we put effort to do so.
Having friends around, i do appreciate them for what they've gave me no matter good or bad, is just an experience of life, at least i can proudly tell to another person that i've experience such kind of things no matter good or bad, and is always a lesson to learn for me.
but still, i miss the girls~~~

temple - well being the head teacher of this year, i'm alright, it doesn't seemed as hard as i think, because i've always been listening from ppl complaining abt being the head teacher of the class, but to me is just an ordinary teacher, without having any higher position or what, every is on the same level, and each of them has their responsibilities thats it, as long as i'm doing my best and making sure the rest are doing so will do =)
choir well there will be a haiti performance for us upcoming soon, hahaha i'm always not nervous for smth which i'm suppose to be nervous to, such as exams, group performance and etc. Ya ya i know i'm a weirdo, lol~! but i personally think that putting too much emotion on certain things, it does not help at all, no matter being sad or being happy, being excited abt certain thing. Like i said, as long as you're doing your best and helping each other.
dance group, ah i felt bad for the dancers, especially the group i'm currently teaching now, their dance are super hard, and there's not enough time for them to learn finish the dance =(
still figuring out should i change the steps easier or not? but having such easy steps for them will never bring them up to another level and improve themselves, ahhh~ i'm confused~!

TCH- well TCH means The Children House, well is the place where i'm currently working now. There's a lot of work to do in this place, and is really a big pile of work, and with the time management, we have to rush everything~, but is good, i get to learn how to manage the time and learn to do things quick. to be honest the thing i've realized i've improved after working here is~ I'VE BETTER HAND WRITING NOW~!! hahahaha what to do, they're really particular in tidyness. Working with the kids, oh well sometimes they tend to make me loose patient, but most of the time they're lovely, well it just depends on how you look the children at. With the people that i work around, my colleagues, well I have to say that i'm really happy to get to know them. Indeed, i'm taking them as a friend rather than colleagues, they really made me felt like is worth to be in this place, and i feel so bad for making mistakes sometimes but i've always been forgiven by them. =) i'm really glad to know them =D
as my senior, SARA~ i'll have to say i'm really really lucky to have her as senior, she taught me a lot and i really learnt alot from her.
Thanks for alot of them for accepting me, although i might be really annoying to all of you hahahaha, well due to my voice, and the noise that i've always make and those things that i'm saying that is not logical but i still think it is, and i know i'm abnormal and weird~ hahaha but i really hope that those really entertain you all~ i love being a clown (not the real type) and yes i'm serious, well making people happy is always what i wanted.
I'm sooo sooo sorry if i offended any of you or annoyed you all. I LOVE ALL OF YOU~!!

thats a short update for my life so far
hopefully next update would be
genting trip - because that's the only event that i took pictures recently lol
and i won't update events that has pass long time ago~

untuk kawan baik aku

2010-01-28T22:29:00.001+08:00

vanessa lim su ping!!!
this link is meant for u
butterfly~~~~~

2010-01-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

i found my pretty boy~~!!!
he is soooo soooo sooooo~~ PRETTY!!!

2010-01-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

i have such horrible friends around me and sometimes i really don't know whether should i claim them as my friends or not. Honestly, THEY SUCKS!!

but i'm lucky to have so many wonderful friends around me, I love them banyak banyak~ till the max!! They're soo wonderful that I don't even know how to use words to describe them.
I Love you ppl, muackxx

2010-01-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

W-H-Y?

always appear in my mind

and this WHY would make me sad if i couldn't find the answer of it.

people pls don't stop me from being a happy girl

i always want you all to be happy

i don't want any repay

but please do not make me upset

that is my best repay of all =)

2010-01-23T01:02:00.001+08:00

I'M PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!
SO SORRY BUT I JUST COULDN'T CONTROL IT
GERAM GERAM GERAM!!!!

breath in breath out~~~!!!
arggghh!!!!

FORGET ABOUT IT!

2010-01-18T15:24:00.002+08:00

i'm lazy and i have nth to update
honestly i'm feeling sooo stress about assignment
still figuring out how am i gonna start
and i still haven't start it yet
i wanna to have a good result this time
i really do!

dissapointed

no updates

2010-01-08T20:59:00.002+08:00

oh well, i think most of you are expecting me to update about my new work, but honestly i have nth to update about, is a nice job thou, have to say pretty lucky, cz there's no crying children and children that gave me a big big headache for my class, oh well, cz they're older.
not much interesting thing happen, but i did became slightly hardworking and less careless hahaha. i miss my kids from the previous school,
i miss ranma singing all the songs
adrian being so sweet, although sometimes he gave me a really big headache
gabriele with is "aowww tom tom" i miss that fella so so so so much.

but the good thing is, i dun have to be fierce in this school at all, yay!
nowonder every1 looks soo young in that school
did i mentioned? 50% of the teachers are from my college!
hahaa even the principal look soooo young
seriously working here can make u looks younger
and 1 thing i like soo much is, lunch there!!! wohoo~~!!! the food they cooked is soooo yummy~~!!
the only thing i dislike here is, every1 have to call me aunty T.T, oh well all the staff there are being called aunty no matter how old are u, cz they dun call it teachers and pronouncing the full name of our position is too hard for the children, oh well there goes everyday children calling me aunty kelly, so does my colleague well infront of the children
oh well mayb is not tat interesting cz of the age of the children
if i'm back to handling babies, hahaha i wonder how interesting my life would be
conclusion is, i'm enjoying the learning process for me and being really well polite oh wow never heard of kelly being polite eh, i've been using "please, sorry, thank you, excuse me"
oh well is too early to judge and env thou, i'm only working there for 3 days hahahaha.
i can't wait till the rest of the year that i'm gonna be at =D

another year

2010-01-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna see my dearies tmr!! yay! and gonna meet my new colleagues

work's gonna start soon, i can't wait till i get to work in a new environment again but i miss my babies soo much~ oh wells i'm gonna have new babies thou, yay!

thought of having a cny party at my house someday after cny when i came back, should i? oooh~~~

i heart maria cheong hvey jci and vanessa lim su ping banyak~ yes i'm bias now hahaha dun worry i heart all of you too =)

was kinda upset with certain things, oh well just let it be i wanna continue to be the childish, silly and 38 me!

fun, crazy, silly, you say it all outing

2009-12-30T22:10:00.013+08:00

i've been really excited about this outing ever since i knew it. Oh well what to do i was staying at home for weeks~~!! thanks maxx for organizing it. So people were there are kei, mike, chiang, maxx and of course me!!! yea 5 of us did had a great great time ! well is definitely for me~

start off in the morning hahaha i only manage to sleep at 6am. reasons?
1st, i slept too much in the afternoon
2nd, i ate some mocha ice-cream at 11pm
3rd i'm too excited about this thing and i can't wait!

well there goes the day
kei offered to fetch me there and back~ aww so nice of her i love her banyak!
tadaa and we reached pyramid 20 mins earlier then what do we do? of course lah walk around
hahaha she is soo patient to bear with my gila-ness of cosmetics i keep telling her this and that~
yes ppl i'm soo into cosmetics these day what to do, hiao mah hahah
okay then we went in to redbox 1st we're the earliest customer i guess? lol
so we started 1st, then followed by chiang coming in, later on mike and maxx to reach
so pictures gonna say it all

still 3 hours is always not enough for us~ oh wells then went for pool
kei and i didnt play so what we do is start camwhoring and~ chit chatting around
since the guys take turns and then kei chat with one of the guy, and i was there to kacau the players hahaah! coecidently met jeremy and the other small boy which i forgotten his name there.
after tat went out for awhile to pay a visit to andrew he's working there haha
then chiang layan me to play with the creative imagination of the cue, hahaha
well disturbing the guys are fun for me thou~ hahahaah!

she looks super hot here!!

after pool the guys were hungry so went off to wendy's so they had their extra lunch, then while they're eating, kei and i went to walk around, ooh i finally found smth that i want! but out of stock~ aww, but luckily is out of stock cz i dun have enough money with me, lol. so on the way back to wendy's we passed by this negro and the negro actually look at us, i saw him, but kei didnt, so i just ignore it and off we go. Then when we reach to this escolater where there's no1 there, suddenly a guy's voice came from behind us
"excuse me"
omg is the negro that i saw when we pass by him!
then both of us gave way we thought that he wanted to cross, but then he started asking
"are u from malaysia" i answered ya
"which part"
"errr here?"
"can i be your friend?"
"errr errr, no~" then we quickly ran to wendy's
omg!!! is freaky!!!!! and he has been following us all the while!! omg~~!!!
but save and sound in wendy's continue with chit chat session
and if u noticed the pic, i have some similar position, some of you might know why, some of you don't hahaha. not gonan tell u wat happen
oh oh, i met mon wei there too! hahaha she's working there too, well at 1st i didnt see her, i saw her boyf 1st and i thinks tat the guy looks super familiar, and i was thinking i saw him somewhere and i think is my friend's boyf haahah! then i turn~ ooh saw mon wei!
not bad met quite alot of ppl today thou

mike and maxx left 1st, so continue kei and i started to window shop and poor chiang teman us hahaha.

ahhaha funniest scene, we were in body shop, kei was trying this perfume and she wanted to spray on herself instead she spray on chiang's body~! lol! and the perfume ain't nice at all! hahahahaha~
then off to dinner with them at pasta zanmai

ahh super full dinner, my plan for having desserts tak jadi, cz we were too full, but i wanna eat tat dessert~ then continue window shopping for awhile and off we go home~!
is a fun fun fun day i should say =D

sing along~ la la la la la

2009-12-29T00:29:00.004+08:00

WEDNESDAY I'M COMING!!
MAXX, KEI, MIKE, CHIANG
better keep ur voice and we'll sing our lungs out on wednesday!!
wohoo!!
can we watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 too?
and not to miss out

pool!!!

la la la la la~ i can't wait till see u guys

i'm dreaming of a white christmas

2009-12-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

i know chirstmas is over, but i love this song~ can't look for ituana version 1, that 1 is really nice, heard it from 1 of the michelle phan's tutorial video, so loving this song now hahaha

christmas

2009-12-25T17:56:00.002+08:00

happy christmas every1
2 videos to share with u guys =D

support them yo~!

miss everybody so so so so much~

letters and cards

2009-12-23T23:01:00.014+08:00

i couldn't sleep ytd night~ and i start looking through my whole boxes of letters
i have this box to keep all my cards and letters

looks familir huh? yea it was my birthday present from van~ of course she didnt gave me the box only lah, there's more inside, jus that i make use the box for smth else

this is what's inside the box, part of it thou each small notes for each present
a blouse, a candle, soap and a bracelet, but i lost the bracelet =(

and also with this card

this is my this year's bday card from my classmates =D
i hardly receive letters and i always keep all the letters
i got this letter 2 years ago and guess who?

tadaaa~~~!! my maria~!!! haaha indeed i was really surprise

then another letter received, and is a new year card
well couldn't rmb when i receive this and guess who is it from?
she really love me lots awww~

then my this year's bday card
i love her banyak banyak

my 1st chritmas card received 2 weeks ago
got it from the present exchange

then i got this card on the last day of sunday school 2009
awww sweet huh~

and then i got this from my last year's bday together with the present

another card from dear pei wen

yes i'm a big mashimaro fan

also got this on the last day of sunday school 2009

ahahaha another mashimaro, and i kept this ang pow for years!
i kept a 10 dollar inside for years too, my dad gave it to me and why do i keep it so long?

and this is the reason why nice leh the number

lastly, this i got it from cfc my first time being the facilitator
and all the papers that the children give me are kept inside
some sort of a letter of impression towards somebody

not gonna show all thou
*click on the images for a better view*

proven shuen was in my group b4 haha

awww she wrote for me

i didnt know i was that sad last time~

and this is from jason!! ya yee wan's brother

he confessed to me! hahahaah

and i got my early christmas present from my relatives from hk

good luck to those pmr candidates, hope u pass with flying colours
ahhH~~ no plans for christmas
gonna stay at home =)

dedicated for munping!!

2009-12-22T00:34:00.003+08:00

i was googling for some places to look at the map and here's what i accidentally spotted
and i think this place suites mun ping the best!! and ppl is in KL!~~~
sorry if u guys have known this place, well but i really dunno!! hahahahahahaa
the first person i thought of is MUNPING!!!

*click on images for a better and larger view*

this is tmn ikan emas

a closer view to taman ikan emas~~!! hahahaha

*pictures credits to google!!*
well pls bear with the crooked line

2009-12-22T00:07:00.005+08:00

sometimes i really dunno what to do anymore~
i try to stay as strong as possible and overcome it
but it seems useless

la la la la la la
i just wanna be a happy girl =)

boring genting

2009-12-21T20:20:00.007+08:00

went up to the hill from ytd's evening, and i was having my period, really dun wanna go, but
is my dad's birthday!! so yea he sayang me, so i also have to sayang him and go~

so there goes, waiting to check in to the hotel for half and hour, b4 that i tried going in the casino, aha they let me in!! means i looks old~~ hahahaha nah, means i'm a grown up also *physically*
well cz of the way i dress and make up i guess ok anyways, ya i'm a stupid girl i can go in but i choose not to after tat and i have to stay in the hotel room alone~
yes alone~ thats wat i mean, well i just don't know why i dun have the mood to go in, i used to be very excited when i get a chance to go in, well i gues bcaz i sense that i have this luck which is not good at all, that can loose money, so better not try thou

la la la, yea and i stayed in the small hotel room~
and guess who's my company?
my laptop!!! yay but~ there's no connection there, i can't leave the room at all cz i dun have the key, thought of going down to starbucks and at least get to on9, soo, F.R.I.E.N.D.S is my company~ aww i just love them~
they're the best entertainer of all time~ well for me haha

so yea, 4 ppl pack in a small hotel room, and i dun like tat bed, i was having a hard time to sleep
oh wells thanks to a few of them tat reply my msged and chat with me for awhile , jiaern, hockhou, chun lim aww thanks ppl so sweet of you all oh oh and of course my dear kei~

oh wells is pretty a boring day there

then the next morning~ woke up super early, well what to do, i didnt had a nice sleep
so after breakfast, i sat on starbucks for hours alone ~and it was freezing there~ cz they didnt close their door, omg i was freezing like mad even thou i wore triple layers, i got sick of it and i just get up and start walking around, wearing a pumps to walk around is such a bad idea, i had blisters on my feet now, ouch!
then i even went toilet twice, i took my own sweet time to do my business there
*oops too much information*

finally, i can't stand anymore i just decided to call them and asked them when are we having lunch, and end up we didnt had lunch but we left 30 mins after i called them, tadaa~ there goes my day~ and seriously i dun like sitting in the shakey car for long distance, heads go dizzy and thank goodness, i'm home~~!!!! yay!

this is what i ordered, and i dun rmb the name of it is smth like mocha

awww my best F.R.I.E.N.D.S!
well those are not mine, my bro borrow it from his friends, yes and is the whole series of it~ wohoo~!

christmas deco
ahh and i have the feeling of christmas there
due to the cold cold weather

walk passed this tempting thing~ ahh!!!
and i walked passed famous amos too!! but i forgot to take ther pic

then i try going outside oh gosh look at the mist

blow wind blow~
FUUUUu~~~~

well i was just too bored, the flowers are outside, and i just took it for fun

i miss my friends~~
and guess what i'm going back to work for another 2 days
weee means i get to see my babies and extra salary~~!! wohoo! xp

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
LOVE YA~

i wish~ i wish~ i wish~

2009-12-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

how i wish that............

1. i'm having camp with the rest now

2. i have something on during christmas

3. i have more money

4. i have super powers to know what's wrong with me

5. i get a chance to talk to michelle phan, lol!

6. i could have flawless face

7. i'm not sensitive towards every1's actions and verbal used towards me

8. i can stop being a cry baby

9. i can stop complaining

10. i have the ability to make my friends to be happy

11. i have the powers to stop the animals to extinct

12. i have the powers to stop the world to end

13. i can improve myself to be a better person

14. i can get pampered by every1, xp

and.....

15. how i wish that there's a real genie here to grant all my wishes

i know, i know~ i'm greedy hahahahah!

last day

2009-12-17T16:13:00.015+08:00

yes today is my last day working there, i'm changing to another place for a better future =)
well last day is definitely a memorable day for me

highlights of the day:-
1. we went to the park for picnic~~!! and tats the park tat i used to go to when i was young with my family

2. poor kids sweating like mad especially the 2 babies haha

3. i had a "100 meter race" with the children, oh gosh, they really tested my stamina

4. i saw something which is inappropriate and not nice

5. i ran on the bridge which i used to be soo afraid of it

6. kakak got chased by the monkey, poor girl

7. i'm already missing my children now

this morning i talked to adrian and ranma, i told them
"later teacher kelly take picture with you ya"

then this is what they replied

ranma: "yes! later ah~, take picture ah with teacher kelly"

ahahhahahahahah!! so cute lah him, he can speak so much ady

adrian: " okay~! later u take my picture and we take together also"

awww he's always soo sweet

well here goes the day, off to the park

in the car

playground time~~!!!

he jus love to have some funny pose
just like me~~~!! hahaha

and there the journey start

"gulp, how am i gonna cross?"

walking across the bridge

picking leaves

back to school and camwhore time!!!

kakak ayu

the very sweet adrian

he did it on purpose and i ask him to smile again

and this is wat he gave me lol, nvm natural hahaha
he's jus curious with the camera

ranma~

sheridan (dan dan)

kakak mia

t. dahlia

well can't manage to take pic with the rest of the teachers, don't get to see them thou

while typing this post, i keep remember what the children had told me, the way they tell me is sooo cute~!

i shall type out some that i can rmb now

sheridan
"kellie~"*with the squeky voice*
then he will always bring my water bottle to me and make sure i drink it, hahaha he did it to every1

gabriel
the very manja 1, hahaha, well wat to do blame me, i manja too much also
" aooo~ tom tom~~"
"teacher kelly~, look at adrain"
"teacher kelly~, where's my racing car?"

ranma
the 1 tat always greet me, awww he even shouted good morning to me from far
he is soo good in music and i hope tat he can bcum a singer 1 day
"ranma good boy, got sticker"
just now i have to chase him, and i told him i was angry with him then while walking back we were soo queit then he suddenly pop out "sorry teacher kelly"
awwww~~

adrian
he used to be the 1 that makes me mad, but now he is just soo sweet
whenever i say bye bye to him b4 he sleeps then he will ask me
"where you go?"
then i'll answer "i'm going home now, i have to go for class later"
then he'll ask back "will you come back later?"
then i said to him "no dear, but i'll come back tomorrow"
then he said "okay then you must come back tomorrow ya"
whenever he said that i dun feel like leaving already

then today i told him
"adrian you have to be a good boy okay must listen to teacher ya, you're a big boy already"
then he asked "are you going home"
"yes, i'm going home now, and i'm not coming back already"
"okay then i'm not coming tomorrow also"
hahahahahahaha i wanted to laugh, but he made me soo touch also

well don't get to see nicholas, wei xin, hakim, ciaran, nabilah before left.
i'm gonna go back whenever i have a chance to see them =)

clean and clear

2009-12-16T23:51:00.005+08:00

YES! i'm cleaning up my whole room today!! wohoo~!!
to those of you that have seen how messy my room is you know how it looks like, but to those that haven't seen is okay, there's prove to it, okay here goes u shall see the difference before and after

as you can see i don't even fold my blanket , yes and i sit on the floor while using the laptop
because i dun make use of my table

this was suppose to be my study table indeed i've put lots of rubbish on top

this is the view where i was standing at the door facing my right, infront of my bed

on the left side of my bed

and u can see the messy cables

and these are not all~
i got not enough space and i have some of my stuff in the other room

the other room

and my make up table, yes previously i only leave all my cosmetics on the table
and is all!! without any containers and stuff

and there goes cleaning up time~!!
first i move all the stuff out from the room
and to those of you that know tat i'm allergic to dust must be thinking i sneeze pretty much
yes i did sneeze but lesser
bcaz....

TADAA~!! mask!! yes and i still sneeze

and the clean room without anything inside

and i actually broke this bed when i was trying to push the bed to the corner
well is old~! so bye bye to the bed!
and i don't like tat bed also
left the mattress

later on my maid help me to mop the room after i sweep it
and i was sorting out the stuff and throw away unused stuff
and i throw pretty much
my maid said
"haiyo pasti besok orang yang angkat sampah banyak kerja"
hahahahaha!

and i have soo much stuff, is all full of dust and i have to wipe it one by one
and put it aside which is for wat

after few hours i guess i used more than 3 hours just to sort out the things
i manage to put in all the stuff
and this time i got more space and here goes!!

yay!! i pretty much the way i put it, well thanks to my maid for the suggestion

even thou my cosmetic table still have lots of stuff and it looks messy, but seriously i think is way better already, and i put more stuff in this none of these are on my old table

as you can see how much space i have now to even move around~
fuuu~~
i rmb i start before 6pm
and finish everything at 11.30

5 hours plus of cleaning the room~
better than my brothers~ yipeee!!

WEEEEE~~~!!!

2009-12-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! I'M FREEE~~!!!

let one smile make two

2009-12-13T14:04:00.003+08:00

pi pi pi pi po po po po po

last paper~ come on i wanna finish it real soon~
haven't get anything yet for xmas changing present~
any suggestion??

la la la la la ~~~

1 more day in SEGi Subang Jaya for year 2009~
3 more days in Seri Rasa Sayang
18 more days to reach year 2010~~

time flies *flipping the wings*

smile in the morning
smile in the night~

to the chipmunky

2009-12-11T02:36:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday BABE!!
LOL
(lots of love)

??????????

2009-12-08T23:05:00.004+08:00

"?"

this symbols always appear in my mind all the time
who?
what?
when?
where?
how?

well what to do, kelly is blur~
having super high curiosity in everything
pls forgive me if any of u felt annoyed by me when i ask any questions
even thou is logical
i will still ask until i get the answer

Giveaway contest!

2009-12-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hey girlies out there, interested in winning some cosmetics??
Just click HERE

Follow Janice's blog, just follow the instructions given and you might get a chance to win some cosmetics =D

Is not a hard contest where you have to crack up your brain, just a relaxing contest and you might get a chance to win some of her fabulous items!

What're you stilll waiting for?
come on and join the contest!

Seek For Beauty

misses

2009-12-03T01:39:00.007+08:00

am missing you all sooo much~

loves~
MUACKXX

crazy moments

2009-12-01T00:53:00.003+08:00

i'm back people~~!!
yea 1st i would like to apologize to all of you for not informing u all that i locked my blog
but just to let u know that, i'm just too busy and in a way lazy to even bother to blog so i decided to lock it up for awhile, and dun worry i'm not emo, and u guys might be wondering alot why did i lock it up too and who do i invite to my blog. and none of u are invited to read my blog, cz there's no updates at all so no point being unfair. =D

anyways my life is good currently, is coming to the end of year
there goes the 2nd year of my college life,
the 1st year of my working experience.
the 14th year in BISDS
and the 19th year of my life.

is a great journey throughout the whole year, and there's gonna be more in the future. I will never stop the journey of my life, until the day when i have to die.
I felt grateful to all of my friends, my classmates, my families, and colleagues that have went through the journey with me. Without all of you, i would be all alone in this world, and i might not have much fun like now.

To those that have never been hearing the news from me for awhile, just to let u know that
i'm good, i'm still as crazy and siao as usual, and of course i'm still single~~ and available~~~!!! hahahaha, pls lah help me to promote abit. LOL wanna know what qualities of guys tat i want jus talk to me in my msn. xp

anyways just some updates with my life
i shall start it from college
well assignments that i have to go through, there's definitely ups and downs and seriuosly the person that i wanna thank the most is jiaern, without her, i don't think i'm able to do all the assignments that well and i will still be blur with it. Of course cheryl too, but this semester we're only having 1 assginment together, and u did a good job too, well thanks alot to you for always scold me even thou i still don't like it. hahaha.
of course not to forget dear anusha, u've improved abit, but keep going on gal.
the experience i've learnt being strong enough to stay on, trying to lead the group. Well i've always been a follower in a group and waiting for ppl to assigned what to do in assignments. I've learned well in becoming a leader what to do and what to not. And i know how they felt now, well to some of you, i might be complaining to u all the time that i have to rush assignments and all and how much i dun like it, but i learnt something from it thou, even thou i'm not satisfied and i know there's lots more for me to improve.
Next year would be the last year of my diploma and my this current semester exam is coming soon, after that i would have to continue with my last semester and my internship. With all this i hope that i will do a better job next year.
Then being close with lixin is really fun =D seriously i really like her alot, the way she bond with us, hahaha she is soo cute and funny. ya ppl she is single!! go get her!! without her, my malaysian studies class wouldn't be fun at all. even thou is real boring, but at least i enjoyed her being there.

Now my work, well i have to say that i learned alot from working, but seriously i did a bad job, i'm not satisfied at all with my job, well no excuse for that. The only thing to do now is to be better next year. Chance given by my boss, is really something that i'm proud of. Even thou i really can't stand a few of my colleagues there, well working with ppl that are having such a big age gap is deifinitely different, and in this line, it might not be as easy as u guys look. I believe that every job has different difficulties to face, to me no such things as taking what kind of subject is always better than this or that. Every1 has their own professionality, and i choose to be an Early Childhood Educator. I'm actualy glad to hear from people saying that taking this course is interesting, yes and it is interesting, well not during studying, but from what i've learn in studies, sometimes it is what i'm suppose to learn, just that is repeated and is more detailed in it.
Learning over and over the same thing again made us felt bored, well of course the same goes to me, but think of the bright side, it actually made us remember all the things we've learned. Well besides the primary teacher, who will actually remember what they've learned during std 1 right?
Well back to the main point, being an Early Childhood Educator is nothing to be shame of, is not wrong, is not against the law, and i'm proud to be 1. An Early Childhood Educator is the 1st teacher of the children. The children need an early childhood educator to teach them and let them prepare to go to primary school. Working with small children, is really a fun thing and lots of interesting thing to be seen. I bet most of you like small children, babies and all, they are so cute that you all will always wanna play with them. Yes, thats the reason why i choose to be in this line. Well i'm not good enough to teach and handle children yet and thats why learning is needed until the day i die.
Adrian, Gabriel, Ranma, Nicholas, Hakim, Wei Xin, Ciaran, Nabilah and Sheridan, these 9 children has gave me a wonderful year for being their teacher. Hoping to see the same faces next year, but not gonna teach them~ hahaha i wanna learn something else thou.

BISDS, i think that is my 2nd home, i've been joining BISDS since i was 5 years old, and seriously i didnt learn much from there, cz i don't listen to class. But i've made super nice friends there throughout my life. Yes they are my kalayna mitras, well of course i'm not the very holy type of Buddhist and i don't have much knowledge in it, well learning is needed for me. I shall take my own time to learn. Dancing and choir is really a time where i can get together with my friends the most and gone crazy with them. Ups and downs have been faced together, forget the unhappy moments and happy memories are kept in my heart and look forward to the future in BISDS.
Besides, BISDS Youth Group is always the group that i wanted to join since i've ever know is exist, and yes i'm part of it now, i'm pretty glad that i've learnt something from it, but dissapointed in myself too, for not being able to do such a good job. Well secretary is really not a stuff for me. I really can't focus on paper works, especially writing minutes and remembering stuff, which i'm a forgetful person. Anyway, is a good expereince i have as a secetary.
I'm missing my kalayana mitras already even thou we just see each other yesterday. =)

Thats it for my super long long blog post.
and i love all of you, muackxx

dedicate to seo soon heng

2009-09-20T16:38:00.005+08:00

Year 2006
we've been arrange into the same class
yea i still rmb u and daryl sat at the front
and me and the others are always behind
but you guys always join us
thats the time that i get to know you
well knowing you is a part of the luck in my life
i'm glad to know you
have you as a friend

i still remember those times where
u kept on pinching my arm
knowing my arm is soo fat
and you've always been the one tat talk everything sweet
but still we're not close
until the day we graduate
we're jus normal friends that will talk to each other

then, slowly talked to you online even thou we're still not close

i thought that we would forget each other,
but we did not,
we met each other during the class dinner on 2008

then till 2009
kinda talk to you abit during online
and met you during andrew's bday
after that my bday
honestly you're an unexpected guest
that i don't even think that you will come
but i thank you for being there

i still rmb the times that we had the brownie/choc cake
in delicious
hahaha i brought you all there
and from tat day
i see your stupid true colours
but i'm glad to see that you are that way
you're not as gentle as i think
you're not as paiseh as i think
indeed i think tats wat a friend should treat me like this
you are jus like the others
start teasing me and bully me
and i'm glad to see that side of you
it just brought us closer

till then you have to leave for your studies
had a last meet up with you and the others
there was the last time we see each other
and i'm sorry for not making it to your party
but i appreciate you for inviting me to there
thank you

hope for the best in your studies there
take care
and i'll miss you!!
and seo soon heng
you better buy something for me when you come back~ahaah
sounds like a love blog to you right
LOL!!

have a fun time there
have a save journey
and lastly
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

plans after hols and a nice expensive dinner

2009-09-14T19:31:00.004+08:00

yes i know, i'm suppose to be studying right now~
well i told'ya, i always blog at most of the time when i'm not suppose to
bbut i'm in the mood to blog!!weeee

yes 2 more papers to go, 1 for tmr, and last paper on thursday
work hard kelly!!

and there goes hols!!!!
plans for my hols~~

17th sept, which is last day of exam
celebrating cheryl's bday

20th or 21st sept
my ex piano class mate's farewell
gosh, i've been MIA with them
and now i'm joining her farewell

22nd-25th sept
either 1 day outing to KL

26th sept
Latern Night

until~~ oct
there goes the end of my sem break
hahahaha

and suppose to go sing k with
kei, mike and maxx b4 mike start class
ppl plan plan plan!!

weeeeee such a pack week i'm gonna have
but i'm gonna have fun!!! can't wait till exam finishes

work harder DECE students!!
go go go~

besides, i sooo wanna blog abt wat i've ate ytd night
never in my life, had such expensive dinner
well thanks to my rich cousin also

by looking at the place, is definately we're gonna have an expensive dinner
i jus didnt expect it to be that expensive
well the way they keep all the seafood, which includes diff kinds of fish, crabs, lobster, prawns and stuff
is like u jus went to a tour in aquaria

1st comes the 2 plates of "la la"
1 spicy and 1 normal, is soo nice already from the starting
then comes a plate of vege, even the vege taste so nice
and i always hate to eat the stem of the vege, guess wat, i ate soo many veges
then the steam fish, the fish is i dunno what fish is tat, but is an expensive fish
and the meat of the fish *thumbs up*
after that, the nice part
first come the lobster, and is steam only
omg eating the fresh meat of the lobster, super yummy
btw i've never ate lobster in my life and that was my 1st time
then comes the spicy and sour crab, like what we had normally
but those crabs are nice!!!
then comes the huge spider crab!!
is damm huge okay~
then had the normal king's ice-cream
and fruits

and lets start guessing how much it is
200? no
500? noo
800? nope
1000? not yet
1500?? almost

1700????
BINGO!!

imagine having such expensive food
i told myself, don't shit it out so fast, better keep it in my tummy for few days 1st hahaha
too bad no pictures, or else it would be more interesting

2009-09-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

exam is next week

currently not in a mood to study

5 subjects to go~

work harder kelly!!!

all the best to DECE students

is a yes for history
but not for present
and i've tried my best~
even thou people tell me is not
but i still see the same thing happening

can't wait till exam finishes

undescribable happiness but ain't enough

2009-09-01T19:32:00.003+08:00

i wanna go and sing k after exams!!

2009-08-30T15:45:00.000+08:00

i've tried my best to do everything

i've tried different ways

and i don't see any results

and no point kept trying

i gave up~

fate?

2009-08-30T02:40:00.002+08:00

i guess

i don't have the fate

to go for a trip

with any of my buddies

well i can't help to stop thinking like that

but it happens to me

EVERYTIME!!

whenever i can't make it

every1 can

and whenever i CAN make it

every 1 can't

is it really fated?

are you all avoiding me?

shout out from a shopaholic

2009-08-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

sigh

how i wish i could be a princess and asked

"daddy i got no more money,

give me money i want to go shopping"

YES

i'm desperate to shop!!

there's so many sale now

and clicking through the blogshops everyday

really increases my desperado!!!

and i'm officially BROKE!

i need to save money for year end trip

my SOMG sister

jus bought 5 clothes on9

iiyerrrr i wanna shop also!!!!

and i don't understand

people that have soo many nice attire

any type of attire

even they wear different clothes for the entire year each day

is definitely enough for them

but why they still wanna shop??

well what to do they are rich enough to shop

I WANNA SHOP!!!!

even my mom get to shop

and my dad pay for her

sigh~

i wanna go perhentian
but can i?

the cuties

2009-08-25T20:54:00.007+08:00

these are the cuties that really lighten up my day~

dumbo

gus gus!!!rmb him?hahaa

the cutie skunk

and the cute lil bunny from bambi, although i dun rmbering watching bambi

asristo cats

puss from shrek

the donkey and dragon's babies

peaches!! yes i'm focusing on the baby

awww~

chipmunky
*relating to jiaern hahahahaha*

isn't it cute when it is small?

then are the puppies

this

siberian husky

Samoyed

another bunch of huskies

welsh corgi

omg can i have one of them those puppies are sooooo adorable!!

and of course not to foget

the baby gabriel

hugs and kisses

2009-08-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

i wish to have my kids

to come and hug and kiss me

i remember the part where

"with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you"

was sang

and kids came and hug me

and kiss me

and 1 of my favorite kid

he hold my face

and kiss me on the cheek

thats like the happiest time

throughout my week

and with just simple hugs

and simple kisses

lighten up my day

can it happen it again?

i guess i've been replaced